nowcast: dark purple

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Great times with biopharm mates @ JG's 21st =D
[coasta sand PSR F05]

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28oct09

- they heard that i am interested in G, helping me to ask the possibility of getting in. i really appreciate this help. thanks alot.

- now the real problem come. where G vs U.

- my sturbboness and greediness is killing me!

- out with butt.

- watched sister's keeper = nice touching show

- 1st time to iluma filmgrade theatre = quite spacious

[bugis]

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29oct09

- woke up at 8 then went back zz , too lazy to swim
- too lazy to get out of bed

- meet butt for farm trip, bike lesson application, was way late to the meeting time.
- love the sight of kranji 'bridge' area.
- went to sungei buloh instead, nice nature reserve.
- waited in the theatre for the show, but the show never start or play. Left after 20 mins of waiting.
- saw tons of monitor lizard swimming here and there. realise they cant stay in water for long.
- saw some slimmy creature not sure what is it.
- saw squirrels .
- saw lots of birds but unsure about their species/ breed.
- saw the growing cycle of prawn, looks similar to butterfly's cycle to me.
- saw a bird lover with a huge camera with lens width as huge as my legs circumference.
- saw some secondary school kids and some kindergarden children.
- saw crabs and fishes.
- bitten by lots of mosquitoes, applied the repellent but was too late.
- saw a female dogs with 4 puppies, watch them swam past the muddy swamp while 1 was left behind.
- almost walked onto a monitor lizard who is lazing at the side of the footpath.
- climbed 2 tower there. nothing special.
- wanted to took a shortcut back but saw a 'no way out' signage.
-caught in that heavy rain while moving off to next destination, totally drench except the butt area.

- went to jurong frog farm, saw lots of bull frog, booing here and there. saw how a dead frog look like, bloated stiff body. jus like a drown human ?

- went to bollywood - poison ivy for lunch, nice curry, drumlets and the ALOE VERA lime juice ! interesting doors and nice ambience. saw their boss, was a white indian i guess, telling the workers what to do with that stagnant water, laugh at her jokes/ remarks to her workers. she came over to our table smiling at us, telling us her ways of caring for the worker 'i only allow them to smoke 2 stick per day, strictly no drinking for them, it's for their own good.' so that they will save up more of their hard earned money. well i agree - all smokers pls smoke lesser sticks !!

- went TM to get some stuffs. but decided to get another thing for that present.
- pocket is in burning. but i guess it's worthwhile.
- bike's dirty after the extreme wet ride...
- decided to go into G, take a step at a time, when the situations arises then move to solution.

- casting everythings aside, keeping things simple.

don wish to - . see his mum, bro, sis, relatives, close friends, friends unhappy. trouble/ rely on anybody. get into r/s. get fat. get skinny. get agitated/ fustrated. do things that doesnt obey his principles. overspend. pin high hopes. reveal his physical weakness. don wish to. don wish to.

[kranji][cdc][tamp central]

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adios

nowcast: -

drink. drank. drunk.

a good feeling which comes with a bad aftermath ?

some felt it earlier some felt it later.
some able to take more while some lesser.

some says it comes with experiences and 'training'

u know it's happening,
but u wldn care,

cos it doesnt matters, as the world is spinning around u.

thoughts of sorrow,

memories of sorries,

you doesnt know why it's that person out of all.

it's so deep in the heart,

in the sea of memories,

it's painful to recall back.

it's the things happened,

the experiences together,

it's so unique that it stay.

hate to relied on others,

but without them,
you'll nv be home.

it's a once in a lifetime experiences ...

you never felt it, you never know it.

that's life ...

[lao pau sa] [ butter fac - cody's BD]

16/10 - 17/10

- caught unprepared

-last min info

- unable to make get some presents done on time.

- task after task, meeting after meeting, gathering after gathering.

[prawning] [OW trg][dragon gate's tim sum buffet] [ amanda's 21st BD @ K box]

' jia jia you ben nan nian de jing ' - it's another crisis ?

nowcast: grey

browses through some blogs
there's a person who recalled the past,

the hurtful feeling,
the broken heart,

there were 3 point of views,
but none were known to each another,

assumptions were made,
conclusion were set,

perhap too friendly in the past,
perhap too helpful,

learn to be more heartless?
learn to be more careful ?

not decisive,
not observance.

if he/she is more decisive, and observant, things might not happen in such a manner.

perhaps this person will not have such a great fall, such a deep wound.

it's a past, a complicated past...

never meant to hurt anyone, never want to see people suffer.

sorry. tried. but nothing can really be done to make things better.

perhaps isolation, ignorance, keeping a great distance would be the solution.

hope he/she will stand up again, be brave and things will be better. i guess .

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stupid. dumb / smart. clever

channel 5 . growing up. meaningful show. learn something out of it.

ran with butt, est about 9 - 10 km or lesser ?

that new hairstyle suit her .

- yi kai didnt wash bike again . due to sooOOo many last mins event .

- getting lazy + disorganised = not good. time to get back on track.

--- adios

nowcast: light blue

- nostalgic -

a day of gathering,
a day of coincidence,
it's a day where old friends meet.

stuffed with yummys,
surprises were made,
reminiscence of those good old times we had.

enter army,
back to study,
it's just another stage of life.

somethings changes,
somethings stays,
true friends will always be right there.

e nostalgic feeling, walking the same old path, stepping back into the compound, looking around thinking back.

friends were leaving ... or rather we left ...

once there, but left.

[JW. Jap Village] [ RP ] [CWP]



- adios