swt nostalgic feelings

26-28mar. fri sat sun. Breezy

sweet nostalgic feelings. some actions that happened coincidentally makes me thought about things of the past. I suppose it's just another unecessary thoughts and feelings.

settle camp stuffs till 26th 1400hrs . phuture.zouk w rendall, JG, beatrice, zhen wei, wei sheng, peiying, may.... .... . am : sentosa beach trg, intense land trg =x . pm: diary of a wimpy kid movie finally a 13 hrs slp from 8pm-9am shiok shiok after like not having a proper rest in 28hrs ?!! hahahah sooo is this call maximizing the time outside ?? LOL doubt so uh ! anyway gym session w marv and hh , extreme core trg, not that extreme la but it's alll about abs and back. =)

the period after tired + emo = retarded actions and words =x well LS guys shld know hahaha

Looks can cover with make-up, physical appearance can be elimate with determination (exerise... ), but character don't change easily.

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siam !

25mar2010. thu. Breezy

lots of things happened the day before, but lucky that it didnt result to impactful consequences.

Undergoing situation together makes one understand others more. Good thing ? I suppose it's both pros and cons. Sometimes situation makes us change perception on others. Better or uglier ? U decide .

Next week, the most compacted and busy week. where parade practise and gatherings comes in.

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PSB has certainly became one of my choice after looking into course avaliable in SIT and SUTD in AY2010-2011. At least something practical to fall back on when the applications are rejected by NTU and NUS. 4 months, 136 days to another major turn poing in my life. This time, I shall leave it to fate, what's going to happen 30years down the road shall be decided by this junction.

People often have troubles when choosing what they really want to study, a course of interest? or a course that will earn alot ? If you can imagine what u really wants to achieve in life then things wouldnt be that much of a trouble. But certainly, I have choose interest over money. helping more people over monetory benefits. I wouldnt be rich i suppose, but surely i will help alot of people when needed and create impacts on others life. Hopefully future experiences will only make me more firm on this decision instead my swaying towards regrets and monentory gains.

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adios

21mar2010. sun. storm

Unhappiness occurs when things not going the way you prefer, when unagreeable situations comes upon. First time booking in on sunday. Changes after changes, and more changes are coming up. It's this person again, who have a total different mindset from me or rather the norms. What he does irritates me, as well as going againest my principle of doing things. Hope he does change for the better, when out in a working society out there, he might have hard time struggling given his current attitude and way of doing things.

busy day ...

unhappy topics aside. - -

True love , what exactly is it ? When both parties fall in love naturally by chemistry? When both parties are attracted to each other and the feelings towards each other doesnt fade as time passes? When both parties meet eyes to eyes in the first meeting? When materalistic factors isnt take into consideration in a relationship? I suppose everyone have their own defination to it.

when both parties come together via natural chemistry which comes from within - my defination

I suppose it does exist but only in the minority out in the society. I suppose such things are often ruin my cruel practicality in life. Anyway how many guys out there wouldnt be tempted when a hot and pretty babe getting close? Which girl wouldnt consider a guy with much better eligibility. Certainly there will be people out there wouldnt be tempted. I suppose faithful wouldnt be the 'in' word for the current society where guys find sexier girls, and girls find richer guys.

Imagine you were given a ticket for 1 free ride on any public transport (buses, taxi, plane) the answer is obvious that we will usually choose something that worth more....

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adios.

16mar10. tue. cloud

$$ vs tooth.

alright overslept for dental appt, almost late. A cute dental surgeon. alright unimportant things aside. Tooth's root canal nerves removed now filled with temporary filling. 2 more appt to complete the treatment. have to set aside $1K for the root canal treatment cost . OMG . sian.

reflected alot on life.

once someone told me that i will not be rich or poor in life. i wonder .

save save. must curb my spending habit.

want to go back to individualistic personnality. focus. maximise.
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10mar10. wed. breeze

finally 1 day rest.

- toothache -

it's causing sharp pain day and night,
pain from the teeth to the gums
which ultimately ended up at the jaw
it's all due to nerve connections i supposed.

tried some panadol,
then some unknown pain killer,
it's works for the start but not in the middle of the night.
hopefully clove oil works out well.

problem to slp, as pain-killer effect goes off
problem to eat, as food touches it
pain rise as more blood circulates around that area,
solutions is to keep ur head in the position

Booked dental appointment,
but it's 1 mth away from now,
it's either wait or more cost,
shall endure it till mr dentist solve it then.

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08mar10. mon . cloudy.

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for Jun ORD + soon to be part peeps around me.

Goodbye to you, my fellow friends.
we've known each other after OJT.
Together we mount guard duty,
Learned of bonds and bear's PT,
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees.

Goodbye my friends, it's hard to part,
where all the planes are flying in the skies,
Now that vapour is in the air,
Fun and laughters everywhere,
When you hear them, i'll be there.

We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun,
But the hills that we climbed were just season out of time.

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toothaches + jaw aches = possible pulpitis ?? 1 mth ++ to the dental appt =(

04mar10. thu. 1830hrs. rain

here come,there come. misunderstandings from people to people, superior to subordinate and last minute changes. phone calls , messages all days long regarding work even on off day. i need a break, a kit kat. It's never easy to be a in-charge . enough of whining. dislike a life like this.

-- unwilling changes --

the atmosphere turn denser,
the cloud is pouring down soon,
all because of the feelings of everyone.

we worked as a team,
fought as a team,
everything gg to come to a new start soon.

changes may force us part,
schdules may drift us seperate,
but bonds that we carved in one and other will remain always.

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03mar10 . wed . cloudy

so many things is happening and revolving around. Changes after changes, events after events. not feeling anythings around. Separation between people you bonded with is never an easy thing to do. Like a common saying, things changes, people part. Left with 2 more mount and things is going to change, for the better ? or for the worst ? we shall see about it.

sometimes i guess keeping life simple by thinking simple ( thinking of simple things, people ) might be better.

when mind is occupied with a person, time passes faster. somethings are not meant to be shown, not meant to do, not meant to happen . It just meant to keep in thoughts and memory.

02mar10.tue. still air

Numb , physically and mentally. I am stuck in a situation where i am suppose to be very happy (G-Shift) but I am not. Sensitive tooth and lower back is hitting hard on me, trying to rectify the problem. But I guess sooner of later will pay a visit to the doctor and dentist, and very certain that I will not find those who always do a half past six job.

Life's getting complicated. Thinking on both simple and complicated side. Yup, certainly we can be ignorance about others doing and thinking, plots and motives. But which will really benefit us? or which is the right way to go ? Complex thinking include assumptions, speculation and experiences, which sometimes helps in foreseeing the future incoming events/threats however sometimes it also create a wrong impression of others. I suppose complex thinking and handling of situations and people appropriately will be the better policy. No one is happy about what is going to happen in 12 days time. Separations and moving towards the less comfort zone.