Sunday, October 05, 2008

dey were e first n e last ...



nowcast:windy

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wooO i am soo proud of myself ytd evening ! cos i did something i nv expect myself to do it ! and the thing is ... clean toilet !! LOL and now my hse toilet is soo clean ! so whoever who mess the toilet again i will $%^& them upside down !! LOL

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> thanks uncle john for e photo :)

tada!! this is charvi, zeyu and ryan!:D Guess this will be the last class i coach before i enlist.. This was my first private class, i was with them from the point of time when they dont even dare to put their head into water, till now able to do big circle with board.. :) times files... i hope i have did a good job as ur coach and i hope e coach taking over me will do a better job, jia you wor children! lotsa of misses ...

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nxt nxt was dinner with uncle daddy, bros, sis, sis's bf, mum. here are some of the dishes.



it's all vegetarian, but but but our's is with egg :) only mum's without. Alright then there was this drink stall uncle who became our topic of the evening.

this was what happened ...

drink man: yao he sui ma ? (1st time)
reply: deng yi xia
drink man: yao he sui ma ? (2nd time)
reply: deng yi xia
drink man: yao he sui ma ? (3rd time)
reply: deng yi xia wo men zi ji jiao
drink man: yao he sui ma ? (4th time)
reply: deng yi xia wo men zi ji jiao, ying wei hai you liang ge ren hai mei lai ...

alright that wasnt the main issue
then after my sis and her bf reached, we decide to order soya bean milk from the soya stall instead of the drink stall ...

drink man(with a unhappy tone): ni men bu ke yi he bie de sui de (we cant drink other stall drink), yi wei zuo zi shi wo men de (cos the table is their's).

we stunt ! lol

but we were very unhappy about that, cos that's a food market, not a cafe nor a coffee shop. moreover the soya stall is belong to the food market too. pls la uncle, people come here is because of the famous vegetarian stall here, not becos of ur stupid drink stall leh. no one will bother to come all the way down from tamp to circuit road to just drink your coffee la !

so after that we were discussing about him, what we will actually do if he come and disturb again..
a) call the newpaper (esp those wan bao) cos alot chinese uncles aunties read it.
b) report/ lodge complain to NEA/ relevant authority (as this food market belong to the govt). according to UD, such things is not allow, and for similar cases like tat out there, their stall licsence will be remove which mean they will not be allow to sell drink in the food center.
c) tell the vegetarian stall and soya stall owner, as we are here for the vegetarian food NOT the KOPI! lol
d) tell drink man off right infront of him 'we are here to eat the food not to drink ur kopi, somemore the soya stall is just an opposite stall to you(belong to the food center) so meaning we are allow to get any drink from any stall we like, as long as the stall is in the food center. and for goodness sake, if you say this table is urs then go ahead and reserve it in the future, we shall see how ur busniness carry on and what will the vegetarian stall owner do to you for not allowing his/her customers to makan in the food center!'

but too bad he only went to tell his boss, after that he only sit one corner slack.. stupid drink man !

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haha my mum brought dear orion downstair, and when she reaches the playground she was running around looking for her way back home. then mum and bro carry her home.. she's really a good kitty :) unlike those out there.guess she will be the only cat i like..

nxt nxt, my sis actually ask me out for a jog RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT @ 9plus 10 !! yawnzz... reason is to tone her body down ... LOL alright, girls are like tat, conscious about their 'figure' ... haha


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bu ying gai you de gan jue..

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that's all folks ! adios!

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Saturday, October 04, 2008

yuan fen

nowcast: windy

alright back from Penang, a malaysia's state that have chinese as majority. although the trip was quite bored, but i guess i learn something there.



> c wat c?!!


> hmm the legs on the floor look more interesting .. (that's a 'stupid' cat of mine) haha but she only loiter around the corridor, and when she see you attempting to close the door, she will run back home ..


> here's the miss shot of the ferris wheel, when i went.. :(



> here's the better one, when i return.



> sunrise ? or sunset ? guess it urself, took it while crossing the bridge from JB to tuas.



> here's the path we took for a better view of penang..



>name: lucky, v guai de, was close within the fence but smart enough to jump out of it when he saw his owner(the shifu over there). shifu = monk there



> name: golden, named just like his breed. heard that he will attempt to hugs visitors whenever he sees them. haha



>the goose that appear out of no where.



> this was the machine for rubber manufacturing in the past. i still cant figure out how they actually produce rubber using this .. *hmm*



> tada ! squirrel !


> took alot of pics on flowers , here are some of them..

yup i thought that it was just a trip to pai pai a shifu who used to dotes me alot .. who knows ended up doing meditation and a little chanting. aww.. talking about meditation, the last time i did it was sec 3 with those friends in the buddist class. wonder how come it was easy then but not this time .. cant really focus also..



anyway the place there is really nice !! at the top of the hill where you can see the whole penang, cool air, flowers, fruits everywhere..




The houses there was really nice, and it's amazing to have such a nice place built up by the monks themselves using recycled/ unwanted woods. I would say that this place is perfect for a person who wants to relax .

Do u believe in fate ? I guess i do really understand the meaning after this trip ba .. i think so ..

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then went to visit my grandma, yup she's recovering and getting better from her stroke. But somethings i still dont understand, when my mum was young, she abandon her, leaving my mum together with her grandma but why is mum still treating her so well ?? seeing my grandma, i felt sad, and it makes me recall back the time when i was really young and my grandpa drove me around in his motor buying me my favourite mash potatoes ... will i treat my d** like tat in the future?

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somethings are meant to happen this way, while some meant to happen that way.. when someone, somewhere and somethings comes together ...

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Thursday, October 02, 2008

nowcast: stoney

happy birthday long fei! =D hope you have a memorable birthday. rem to stand strong always !

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feeling really tired for the past few weeks even when i just reach home from sch just now. haaha even though there is lesser work, i am still feeling tired.. yawnz .. am i getting 'lazier' or issit that 'elmo'ing drains energy too?? alrightz sldn be an 'elmo', shld be happy, cos i am entering a new phase in life soon! bao jia wei guo, bao guo jia en... think + ve ... but still ..


ok ... will be leaving for m'sia with mum in 2 hrs time, gg to penang.. yup i dont really like to go to m'sia except gg to muar to visit my long dist relative. but i am gg to penang, to pay respect to someone who is impt to me who have passed away 3 years ago.. long bus ride .. yawnz .. but will be a good time for me to 'elmo' and sort my thoughts out ba ..

will be back on sat, then it will be only 5 days left for me to do things i want to...

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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

nowcast: stoney

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Breakfast with Mr Lim wang wang :)



hey guys thanks alot, for the farewell celebration :)



then was fel bd, happy bd 21st bd fel. It was really nice to see you guys after sooO long :)


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was browsing through those photos ...

flashing back those lifesaving days ... haha to those who might not know the history of RP lifesaving ...

era period: AY 05/06, Tanglin Campus, Delta SC
Advisor: Jeffery
Coach: Richard



e 1st Captain aka sai gang warrior oso founder of RPLS: Alvin Lee PK




e DAYS... Where bumper boat and torpedo were used :) Where physical training is a must.. Where we have our dinner at redhill market. haha :)

era period: AY 06/07, Woodlands Campus, Woodlands SC
Advisor: Shu Ci
Coach: Richard



tada!! e 2nd Captains aka sai gang warriors: Jessamine N Yi Kai :)



e DAYS... Where RP Lifesaving First took part in National lifesaving Comp. Where more 'recruits' are gather in our team. Where we have our dinner at the coffee shop near marsiling Where we first took part in charity swimming events. :)

era period: AY 07/08, Woodlands Campus, RP Pool
Advisor: Shu Ci/ Gary
Coach: Jeremy/ Gary/ Long Fei/ Jin



e 3rd Captains aka sai gang warriors: Jin N Long Fei.



e DAYS... Where we first get to swim in our 'own' swimming pool, where our team gets bigger and stronger. Where we were 'afflilate' to NUS and train with them, thanks NUS lifesaving Crops for sharing their techniques.Where we start taking part biathon (NP biathlon). Where small cliques are form within the team. Where unfairness comes in. Where we have our dinner at CWP.

era period: AY 07/08, Woodlands Campus, RP Pool
Advisor: Gary/ Yi Hui/ Jeremy (faci)
Coach: Jeremy/ Gary/ Jin
e 4th Captains aka sai gang warriors: Marvin N Andy .



e DAYS... Where we have our first ever lifesaving camp. Where we got stronger. Where we get in to more finals in comp. Where we are big enough to form 2 guys team. Where we celebrates birthdays. Where some left. Where we gain more compeition experiences. Where make more friends with other schools.

e DAYS where .... to be continue by you guys ... :) JIA YOU, RP LIFESAVERS ! Cheerioz!



AND these were e DAYS where YK2, LF friendship are bond ... :)

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eos were the days ... from the bottom of my heart, i will really miss all of you guys...

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- season in the sun, westlife ..

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We ve known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we ve climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abc s
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye michelle it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

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heavy loads ... haiz ...

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Monday, September 29, 2008

nowcast: watery












> with auntie flora > with uncle patrick

here are the photos i took with 'principal' flora and patrick 'shifu'. :)
Thanks wor :) really great to work and learn with u all.

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woOoaH ! i am so fortunate :) for the rest of the week i am gg to have free meal here and there:P
- uncle john treats last week
- uncle daddy treat this wednesday
- principal flora and uncle patrick 's treat soon
...
...
thanks everyone

I guess it's more of like farewell meal ba, farewell ?

upcoming task b4 enlistment .
- pay lao sim a visit
- visit krystal and er yi mum
- buy necessary stuffs for NS
- develop photos for my kids

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feeling ? loads piling up? + so** ... tmr loads will be off, i hope

da ge's back

md: sunny

now shift everything to my brother's return from aust. haha took alot pics :) yup, yi kai is gg to take alot of photos from today onwards, to remember when memories fade :)














>da ge and uncle daddy














> er ge and uncle daddy











>me and mum











> da ge and me











> me and uncle daddy














> ta da ! as slim as the marble statue, or skinny should be the word ? haha













> me and er ge











> me and er jie











> me and er ge ..

tat's all i guess .. that's what happen when yi kai gets bored.. haha .. I don't need a dad, might sound cruel but that's how we get bond together. cos you were always not there for us .. yup i do admire others who have perfect family and resposible dad, but i am satisfy with what i have now :)

Sunday, September 28, 2008

nowcast: watery sun

coaching 9am class, ryan, charvi and zeyu. charvi improve alot :)

then took over 10m Alvin class ... then took a cab rush over to mindmax ...

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LAST lessons at mindmax
1130am class,
gordon is back after a long break, keeping calling kavan as karvan, sorry kavan. this boy kavan keep on sticking on me, suddenly out of blue hug my leg, then this then i was like -_-"'. yup although this is only the 2nd lesson i ve taught him but it seem that he is very close to me, always do stupid faces infront of me, hug my hand or leg out of sudden.. the noisy jasmine and angeline wasnt here. Jolie, a student who i have taught from her start till now, yup always a discipline and motivated girl. adios jasmine, angeline, jolie, hugo, kavan, nicole and gordon..

145pm class..
one of the most naughty class i ever taught in mindmax but also the most memorable one..










thanks fen for the pic.

kids intro:
left most, Shuen wei: used to be a very hardworking boy when some of his classmates was still around, but then was influence by jonas. haha always find alll sorts of excuses not to do things, too bad i know ur pattern.. his favourite phase 'aiya teacher, don't do also nvm de la' , where got nvm de?? ur parents dont ask you to come here for nothing.

Jonas: a boy who have behaviour problem, even when the principal of mindmax also agree. Make all teachers in school give up on him, trying to get attention by doing stupid things, flare up very easily. BUT when you talk to him with patience, he will listen and do things you want him to achieve.guess alot of his teachers didn do that to him. once I ask him, 'do you always talk to all your teacher in such a rude manner?' he replied: 'ya i talk to them all like tat de, they don care also'.. he have a mum who work 6 day per week and a taxi driver dad.. guess he just need more care and concern from you parents.. his fav phrase 'aiya chip also not money', haha so young and all he talk is money liao LOL... Although you are the most naughty in class and i am very strict to you, but you are one of the student i care alot.. You really did well today jonas !! i am so proud of ur performance today :) Pls teachers out there, don't ever give up on ur own students. You can choose to made miracle to their life, although it may be tough but i think is worthwhile..

Jonathon: haha is his first day of lesson..

Sinyi : very quiet and independent student in class, haha but sometimes you will see her doing some stupid things together with vanessa and shuen wei.. your hardwork will pay off de :)

Vanessa: v guai girl at first, but soon she also turn to a nonsense kids haha. her favorite phase 'who cares?' which slowly influence the class with her 'who cares' phrase.. sometime v good sometimes v lazy..

fen told them today is my last day, they ask: why the boy come then you go liao?? in my mind i was like thinking: like tat also can ar ? it's 2 totally no link de things children.. will miss you kids :)

teacher will we get the photo? yup will develop it and pass to teacher fen ;)
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radio played a song that i shouldn be listening just when i am stepping out of my house ...

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yi kai's back to kitchen after sooOo long, yup i am lazy, simple fishball cabbage soup, wedges, fries, fish nugget + F1 race on TV.. ahah

great, got my army black spec after nags from my sis..

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down to airport, waiting for the arrival of my big bro..

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tat's all.. adios


Saturday, September 27, 2008

nowcast: stoney

- turning around on the bed from 12 to 3 am > slightly overslept
- diarrhea early in the morning when i reach SLI.
- relief Alvin 9 am class
- took shao ming (1:1) last time ? his mum ask when i 'll be back, told her maybe 2 weeks or even 2 months till things in NS are settled down.Then she ask if i am able to 'book' a slot for shao ming, cos he prefer me.. i my mind i was like 'stunt', cos this boy is always soo quiet, i am surpries to hear that but at the same time i am happy also.

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it's a prank by fate, run or face ...

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Friday, September 26, 2008

you ai you hen

nowcast: stoney

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last day of class with little palm, didn told the kids about it. as per usual i will always tell them ' we will do this nxt week ok? whenever they make noise about things they want to do..










--> the class where by you can hear 'yi kai hor hor here and there' every 5 mins. haha cos basically they are full of nonsense. my you ai you hen de class ..
thanks aunt flora for the pic :)

let me intro them:
- boy in yellow, Justin: most talented student in class, you can see him trying his best when practising, sometime will do nonsense things when he's bored haha..

- boy in blue without cap, Wilson: the most naughty student of all, from pushing to scolding his friends. Will always be the loudest of all, whenever he reach you will hear him, where is yi kai kor kor? Always ask why why why, from ABC to life buoy... haha

-only girl in photo, Sin Yi:most quiet de but always do sunts de, when swimming will always say 'can i do it myself ?. haha of cos you can:)

- the tiny little boy in blue, gordon:'baby gordon, if you want to become super gordon you must do this.. ' immediately you will see him with courage to try haha.. the most tiny and also the most timid in class. Always imagine that inside the swimming pool got water spider and insect LOL. then you will see me trying all ways to pian him into the pool. haha

- boy absent, xiao zhu: brave but always try the wrong thing at the wrong time, haha v afraid of being punish, sometimes guai sometime mischieve.. haha

*miss you kids.. hope you all will improve more with the next instructor taking over .. jia you ..

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some misc photos when browsing through hp...











-> chamelon in action














- just plain yellow line












- orion in box












- pyramid with eugene (mindmax)


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- troubled, cos i don know...

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Thursday, September 25, 2008

nowcast: watery stone

- too dreamy cause lack of slp, no mood for anything
- lunch with uncle john, he wanted to treat me as i am gg NS soon. thanks uncle john.
- mayce is hospitalised as there were blood clot in her brain resulting her having frequent magraine.. hope she will recover soon.
- mayce away now office will have a hard time due to manpower shortage, guess i will have to help them more with the admin work.
- rem the wrong timing for my class, auntie flora also rem wrongly then comfirm my timing by mistake, ended up uncle patrick have to take 11 students. Sorry uncle patrick, not even a last chance to coach this babies (kai, rayner, lycia and hong yu) sorry :(
- 4pm class is a bad day for me. no mood anymore
- then admin admin admin .. really no mood to do things..
- walked home after alighting at lib busstop, a route which only took me less than 8min to run have became a route that i took more than 30mins to complete.. walk walk walk .. i cant belive that this is actually happenin to me again after so many years..

-- i need some brain wash--

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

nowcast: stoney

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rushing day, here and there
- relief elson's class (which used to be my class months ago)
- out for movie :) sory .

shld i , shld i not ?
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nowcast:stoney

6 reasons why i hate to paint:
- need to WAIT!! (for mins to days, therefore cannot finish by 1 day grrr)
- need to be patience (no patience not nice, somemore i got v little patience)
- need to wash brush & palette
- need to get/search materials
- need to estimate the amount of paint needed
- need to clear the mess

3 reason why i paint:
- gives me good feelings
- sense of satisfaction when things turn out nice
- express feelings and thoughts

alrite end of grumbling... hao ren nan zhuo, hai ren nan an ..

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

nowcast: stoney

Whenever it comes to the last lesson of coaching a particular class, jiu shi you bu she de. really hate to leave those kids that i am coaching currently, no matter they are good or bad. I guess this is the bonds formed with them over time. But still i will have to pass them on to another coach..

fire fire.. there was war in office today... everyone have their strength and weakness, no one is perfect. So do try to understand the situation or why did the person say/ do such a thing before flaring up ya ?

I saw it ,now i do understand more about the bonds between family and friends. Thanks. :)

It's this feeling that i once have 4 years ago .. thoughts and thoughts just wanders ..

Saturday, September 20, 2008

md: stoney

- went NUS splashdown
- took over nao evening classes
- first time teaching adult

- stubborn corn + stupid shoulder + terrible headache..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

nowcast: windy

went pumping more blood into muscle cells, and sadly to say everyone is feeling so tired and lazy. Mar got his 4th finger swollen and poor him have to take 2 type of anti B.. then went visiting his hse, and waOoo very clean and neat!!

wOo suddenly have the urge to visit lib, and realise there's corner all with the books i like! great, that will be my freq visit corner. I am going to read and read and read ... always seek for continuous improvement.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

nowcast: firey

.. misinterpretation of meanings ... don assume.. ask ...

Thanks:
- Justin for the teacher's DAY gift :)
- ms zhuang for her drink.

I dont earn big bucks by doing admin stuffs, but you guys think it's alot, don't get it. i could have played punk but i didn ... I only write hours that i am doing things for u all ...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

nowcast: windy

big bro have left to aust for his degree presentation today, and will be back on th 28th.. which means will be rotting alone at home for mon and tues afternoon ...

After sending him off, pass lao sim things and send her home, help mum with some stuffs, supper at circuit road with uncle dad. BLOATED ... burp !! cuse me .. haha

thoughts went through my mind, shld i led a normal ns experience? or an extra ordinary one ?

will be taking classes at mindmax and SLI till 30th of sep, then slack slack for 9 days before going in.. haha even nowadays in my mind is only 'slacking' and not 'working' ..

when i grew up, there are 3 person that i must be fillal to .. mum, uncle dad and lao sim ...

windy/ watery/ firey/stoney

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

'cracks' memories

nowcast: stone

A song that recall ..
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无印良品:如果你还爱我

我带着一颗疲惫的心走了 我知道自己在你心里已不重要
虽然我们曾经相聚过 也许对於你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

我带着一颗沉重的心走了 我知道自己没有勇气道别离
虽然我们曾经拥有过 但是对於你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

难道早以註定 不能真正拥有你
难道我真心付出一切 只为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道你不敢对我坦白 是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我 我已经感到你不再属於我

如果你还爱我 你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊
如果你还爱我 你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪
默默的离开

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Monday, September 08, 2008

' f- up' stories

nowcast: stone

Finally a full stop for National LS comp. unlucky day ? all of the beach sprint team relay did not get into finals, either DQ or .. Anyway everyone have did their best. Everyone have their 'f-up' stories/ experiences, people who were present ytd till the events end will understand the term?haha

Andy and me only manage to make it to the 9th position for board rescue, good job dude i know that you are swimming ur best alrd. If there's a chance, we'll try again nxt year...

Saturday, September 06, 2008

was it luck or training not enough ?

nowcast: disappointed

heart was like beating faster and faster, drew lots, heat one number 6, SLSS surfboard no. 6 missing, leaving me no choice but to use NUS surf board, strong currents/ waves, so high that you have trouble looking for the buoy, unlike SLSS board this board keep taking in water from the front.. really have much trouble propelling it forward, everyones turning at the same point and i got stuck, finally manage to catch up a 5th placing, someone capsized right infront of me, leaving me stucking there ... rotten luck, placing got all the way back. in my mind i was only thinking of giving up, where my body is still trying so hard... pull pull pull and manage to get back to 5th position again... after the last turning point, 6th placing was so close to me, and damn me, off position towards the finishing pole, shift shift shift and there goes my 5th placing ... the hope to final... completed the heat with 6 position, which is just 1 more position inorder to get into final .. lot number 6, with position no. 6, if only i got SLSS number 6 board too ... Was it luck ? or training not enough ? or was it the problem with stress ? something i trained so hard for .. ya you are right, L = Loser (i know u don mean it but ..) ... I cant even do well in my pet event ..

Andy and i manage to get into finals for board rescue, hope that luck will be on our side, hope he dont swim off position again, jiayou.

There were alot of people getting into finals, rachel (board race), KT, PYK and PL (board paddling), WS and Peg (board rescue), chris and peg torpedo tude rescue, Jin and Marv (ironman /woman), woman's taplin... good job guys ..

Thursday, September 04, 2008

nowcast: fear/ anxious

less than 2 days to open water comp.. 2 Js also in surfing .. hope things will turn out fine, scare like last year, lost in the event that i train hard in .. try my best .. no regrets ..

competitions where there is no timings to gauge.. only you urself knows that have u done your best ... where ur competitors are ur guideline...

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

nowcast: slight inner drizzle

Choice is made. I guess is for the better.. nv regret for the feelings and things done.. thanks for everything in the past, tiny.. Although there were ups and downs, I have choose to rem the ups and forget the downs.. when u are down do rem 2 look for me, ll be there always.. tata ..

Meet Kelvin Tan today on MRT while i was on my way to BL, hahaa all fate, if i didn't giv up my sit he wldn saw me .. he is my microB faci when i was in year2, a great faci who guide us correctly and tried to grade according to fairness. But i guess to alot people there were dislikes toward him. He spend 3 yrs in SP, 4 yrs in NUS studying science but afterall now he ended up in a 'insurance/ finacial advisor' kum part time RP faci. Wonder wonder.. If i keep on persuing my dream career/ ambition, it will certainly be a very long journey.. and thinking of 'finicial returns' for the career , i am stuck and lost ... will pharma industry boom in the future, other alternatives to benefit the society?