nowcast: water

-negative emotion- 280509

another stage end,
for the better or the worst,
on the move to a whole new stage,
he got no idea what will happen next.

in the period of this stage,
he filled the world with sadness,
in the period of that time,
he filled the world with hatred.

sometime things happened,
and it stack up problems after problems,
somewhere things happened,
and it accumulate blows after blows.

that's life when things turn nasty,
everythings look different,
that's life where lucks turn bad,
everythings feels different.

look on the positive side,
it's negative,
look on the bright side,
it's dull.

hopes things change for the better ...
adapt to changes, make the differences ...

---"---

journey 2 e west

nowcast: windy

happy birthday to mr Y K PANG!

- journey 2 e west with butt :)
start: bedok - MP - mountbatten - nicoll HY - CBD - harbourfront(vivo) - pasir panjang - west coast park - pasir panjang - labardor park -vivo - CBD - nicoll HY(lightnings) - mountbatten - bedok(rain) : end

- legs are in pain ... not aching but the stinging pain ard the thigh and knees area .. guess this is wat they call 'feng shi'... getting old i guess ...

awww i am dying becos of the stinging pain ....

nowcast: firey water

bad day, bad luck, bad mood.

its has been a long time ever since my last 'eruption' ....
'thanks' to e :
- last min info
- last min posting
- last day over there
- un 'ideal' posting
- the packet of fish soup which burst and spill for no reason ...

jus luck and fate i guess ...

right chest ache,
bad luck days,
times passes,
everything will be fine .. i hope ..
jus like rainbow appears after rain ...

elmo emo nemo

bye guys, thanks for everything over at cab :)
--- " ---

nowcast: windy fire



--- moving on ---


when times comes,
it marks an end,
which signify e start to nxt stage.

everyone around,
waving hi and bye,
wishing and thanks.


no ones knows what will happen,
yet everyones hope it happen ,
where we got the choice we want.

there were memories,
some were pretty,
while some were ugly.

it's the people,
it's the place,
it's the things we do.

---"---

--- the best ---

people want him to be the best,

but he's not.

people thinks that he's the best,

but he's not.

people sees him as the best,

but he's not.

he's just another person,

who give his best,

hope for the best for others,

but believe that he's not the best.

he's just another average....

---"---

---my numbers---

my favourite number. 6

my fated number. 7

soon i mix them up 67,

or maybe 76?

i hoped for 6,

but heaven gave me 7,

issit a good thing?

or bad thing?

I dreamt of 6,

but 7 appears,

sld i dream,

or see ?

where i hope dream exist in reality ....

---"---

. adios .

SNSS

nowcast: windy

went volunteering at SNSS, the 4th SNSS championship

e water ‘ballet’ (synchronize swim)25/4/09

It was elegant,
It was graceful,
It’s my first time seeing this.

They were ‘stretchy’,
They were tough,
Dancing with splits when they want.

Dance with tempo,
Dance with speed,
Dance in water as they like.

Some made more,
While some made less,
It’s the errors that make it counts.

‘Practises make perfect’

---"---
at e bubble tea shop.

it's all started becos of a monotonous 'pearl'
no doubt she look like another white version of this person, esp the eyes and nose ...

another suay day to order bubble tea..

after a good laugh at ws monotonus 'pearl'

It’s retribution time... -_-"'

k: can i have oreo coffee?
g: no more oreo ..
k: erm then can i have coffee milktea ?
g: no more milktea ...
k: silent (thinking: 'waTtt ! Oo then what shld i order ?? wahHH')
g: how about ice blend ?
k: orh then give me honey iceblend ( thinking: 'for goodness sake, this is my first time drinking ice blend')

lesson learnt: nv laugh at others .. haha

---“---

nowcast: windy

. stranger .
while slping on the train,
comes a lady,
wearing a blue stripes blouse,
with a purple sweater on.

not that pretty,
not that perfect,
just that average,
sitting beside him.

looks like a dream,
but it is reality,
when the stop reached,
both walk apart.

he remembered,
but forgot,
only left with a blur impression,
of that stranger...

--- " ---
.dream of interest.

no ones believes,
no ones knows,
why he choose that,
why he did that.

stepped into the room,
they questioned,
they wondered,
how is that possible?

they ponder why,
with that achievement,
with that appearance,
choose this field of study.

interests cant be tell by looks,
neither just by that few words,
looks can be deceving,
but those feelings stays.

that's a path,
where practicality exchanged with interests,
where satisfaction ranked before money,
that's a choice with no regrets.

---"---

if given a choice, will u choose a millions $$ or save a million lives ??

luck ?

nowcast: firey sunny

an unlucky yet lucky day ...

unlucky events
- rushed my breakfast for nothing
- waited for mr sim, tot he's not coming
- took the wrong direction bus
- LG : warrenty not vaild
- the shop where my laptop was brought: cannot be found
- so emo = decided to brought a new laptop immediately to 'vent my anger'
- started to rain heavily just when i want to step out of funan
- the bus i wanted to take drove past right in front of my face
- ordered chocolate milkshake but ended up getting chocolate cookie

'lucky' events
- saw amodel/ babe at palawan
- mr sim turn out when we started our trg, manage to use surf board
- decided to drop by bras basah complex while on the way to funan and manage to found the zhan qi that i am loOking for !!
- will drawing $$ from atm realised that bank not close yet manage to sign up for capita card
- manage to eat filet O fish after months due to the heavy rain
- chocolate cookie was NICE!
- received letter from NUS, was short listed for nursing

new 'discovery', lesson learnt
- read the direction at the bus stop, dont assume
- ensure that 2nd and 3rd year warrenty card is given
- laptop harddisk actually can also be use like portable hd ( marv)
- buy what is necessary, dont be greedy and buy things that contain quantity and not quality
- DDR2 ram is facing out that's why shops are promoting/ discounting lappiz with DDR2 ram ( think they want to clear as much stock on hand as possible)
- buy things with shops that are more reliable
- 1st time i spend so much $$ in such a short period of time with such a short decision .. OMG is tat good or bad ??
- nxt coming few mths have to save save save like beggar
- try out new stuffs, u nv know u will like it, 'TRY OUT OF THE BOX' !!

wonder was it fate or just luck ?

so do u call this lucky or unlucky ??

is year 2009 an unlucky year to me ? why unhappy events happened one by one ...

shall check out what's e lucky colour for me tis yrs .. hmm

nowcast: water

a msg frm 2nd bro and all of the sudden i lost my feelings at that point of time, i don knw how to react, what to react. if only i insist harder on that decision of bringing her to vet.

stopped at the corridor, mum haven remove her biscuits and water.
stepping in, hoping to catch her sleeping/lazing somewhere but only realised that her cat litter have been removed.
it was days later then sis and mum brought her to vet.
low RBC/ high WBC . she left.
i guess it's just too late.

getting home makes feelings heavier and unbearable.
'where rains covers tears.'

. i miss u. orion .
. i miss u. stuart .

---"---

' let the past begone, life have to go on'

---"---

came across this web | http://www.asdsingapore.com/ | for dogs lovers, dogs are up for adoption, something like SPCA

---"---

24 mar 09

nowcast: stone

i guess this person is the reason for me to run, for me to train to become better.

uncle dad, lao sim, mum, er yi mum and dad...
these are the people i hope to see and provide when i become successful in life and all the major events in my life, i hope they will be there.. although life's always unpredictable ..

nowcast: stoney water

- i hope uncle dad will get better.

- sometimes it's just happen that there's nothing much we can do knowing that the people around us is suffering, but nevertheless we must always think of what we can do even it's just that little bits indirectly.

--- " ---

nowcast: stone

'BOb! ... hey bOb!' - alright this was suppose to be e english name they decide for me , but rather i think it's more like a nickname. which part of me look like a BOB! omg... for goodness sake, can u guys choose a better name? and v soon bad things like this spread so fast and now everyone is call me that name instead of my norm one .. wtf yawnz ...

there was a supersitious saying that 'it's unlucky to have ur bed facing in front of the door', and unlucky enuff mine was the only bed in that position... and more unlucky enuff i failed tests which i studied for it ... i wonder how unlucky can things become ??? i rather choose not to believe it ...

life's nv fair cos the earth is unevenly round ...

stress wk

nowcast: stone

last week was the most stress week... aWww, it's just another learning process of life.

' learn through the process, make changes that will benefit others as well as the processes'

' those faces, comments and critics are just so irritating'

'when the greed hates the greed, the ignorance dislikes the ignorance' - people tend to see their reflections in others

'to lead by example, care for others'

---"---

in Surf n Sweat insitutional manage to get into top 10 by pure luck haha , see la mr LF !told u i will get into top 10 de!! wahahhaha hohoho

if there's another chance nxt yr, hope to compete in mix event with butt.


---"---

nowcast: stone

' it's always better to give than to receive... '

'songs makes one recall people and things'


pondered questions ..

'what is the special 'thing' in u?' to me, i have yet to found any of it yet, guess it might be also a good thing to be common/ average in almost everything.

'Can we judge a person's personality through the songs they prefer?'

Stress? Sad? Emo ? then jus close ur eyes, take a deep breath and think ...
'what makes you smile when you think about it?'

at that v moment it was times to n fro ECP every week... i smiled

---"---

nowcast: stone

why do beggars beg when they are able to work and contributes to this society? is it because of the bad economy? or issit because they are just pure lazy? or are there other reasons?

when we see such kind of beggars, shld we donate?

tmr's surf and sweat, 4 k run !! and i have not been running for like more then 3 weeks ? OMG ..

'when you think it's a right thing and you shld do it, then just do it...'

19/2/09

nowcast: windy

- pink pather 2
- RPLS trg

--"--

saw mayce, guess she's coping well after the operation :)

trg was like waoHhh haha but it was fun.. it let me realise the difference btw my left and right arm... the strength and endurance ... guess i gotta pay more attention to my left side ..

bigger in size or 'whiter' ?

haha it's actually both i would say but not so much of size ba, cos there's only about 1.5kg difference b4 i enlist..

love the team, everyone there.

--"--

'to keep the IG alive, the passion and commited people have to be there'

'usually the IG/ Clubs falls apart after the main character leaves... but what can be done?'

--"--

nowcast: sunny wind

so basically:

- having fun playing 1945 plane game with marv
- some weight/resistance trg + a little nonsense here n there ('concentration vs laughter'haha) w marv, raach, andy
- aww butt got duty on tat day unable to join, have to join indi liao
- dinner/ gossiping/ chatting with sin nee, val, pecky, aunt pei min

anyway, happy 21st birthday ah pecky ! =) haha just when you tot i forgot about it totally but you are wrong =P
--- " ---

"jot down those past that brings back memories"

"when memories fade, those text will still be present..."

---"---

end of BSLC

nowcast: windY

end of BSLC

G coy, platoon 4, section 2, bed 07 ... ranked 4th out of 44 in platoon for overall performance. posted to Airforce ASLC, FDS/ CAB. 1 week block leave, reporting on 23rd feb ..

was so called the section best, thanks to all my section mates. sometimes i wonder, do i really deserve to be ranked in the top of the cream ??

moving on to another stage of NS life ...

G4.2 :)
G4.2
e no. 5th n 4th :)
jonathon.kai.eugene
shuan.kai
bed 8 n 7, buddy of BSLC

' there were selfish and lazy people, but what's more impt was, there were people who willing to give a helping hand. when you need help, you know they will be there :) '

thanks guys, for giving me the happy n memorable experience in BSLC ...

all e best guys :)

.. adios ..

nowcast: firey water

flu + cough + fever symptom = tasteless + sian ... (lucky enuff that it happen soon after the assessment ...)

finally the last book in tmr ...

everything coming to the v end soon ...

received bad new... kinda frustrated over it ... 'why me?' suay until cannot suay ... does 'express interest' helps? ...

hope to go back to coaching .. missing it ..

--- " ---

270109

nowcast: stoneY

Another Chinese New Year ... another year older ... another year passed ...

visit people who we see once a year ... some were bonded , some were scattered ... when 3 generations comes together ...

sometimes when group of people comes together, there is fun, laughter and joy ... but sometimes it just means more people more 'frictions' ...

sometimes people just don understand that what you said might affect the bonding within the family, sometimes keeping quiet is a good thing... keeping a family happily bonded together can be an easy task, but it can be tough one too, i guess it's all up to the 2 'yi jia zi zhu' of the family...

I hope we will stay bonded tgt always ...

todaY is BORING ...

- who says short hair cannot style!! prove u wrong ... haha

- how old alrd still suck thumb ...
- nope suck thumb no more hahha
- ah hhHH bang !! bang !!

--- --- ---
everywhere you see this ...
siam siam siam ... from 'sai gang'

selfish/ helpful = smart
helpful/ selfish = dumb

that sldn be the way ... but no ones want to do that extra work ...

as people grow older .. they turn more selfish ..

but everyone have the kind nature in them, just that everyone is lazy ..

'what for you do it ?' .. ' what are the benefits from doing it?' .. 'who cares about it?' .. 'why must i be the one?'.. I guess this are the questions people ask themselve before they do it ...

the Xtra effort is just not that easy ...

---"---

nowcast: stoneY
--- --- ---

finally e 4th week comes to an end, will be out at field 4 nxt 3 weeks then left with 1 more week in BSLC ...

miraculously jumped 230 for SBJ .

just do it...

becoming more restless, more unhelpful ...

--- --- ---

cant imagine if war really happen one day ...

seeing people falling down, bodies apart ...

what's for us after death?

--- --- ---

it doesnt matter which 'class' of job or duty,
it doesnt matter how others look at u,
what matters is how u look at it and perform it...

even a rubbish collector plays an impt role in this society ...
becos of their existance,
our life is different...

so nv take it for granted, when a auntie help clean the table for u ...

--- --- ---

BT result is out and comfirmed.. make a choice ..