nowcast: grey

- lost -

lost of direction,
lost of motivation,

where to move, how to go ...

lost of determination,
lost of strength,

where to find, how to control ...

lost of myself,
lost of feelings,

where to keep, how to hide ...


tell me that it's wrong, tell me to move on ...

tell me that it's right, tell me to stay there ...


---" ---

times flies,
faces are still familar ....

--- " ---

nowcast: grey

bike no batt,
bike cant start,
thanks to SX and YK,
For coming dwn...

Stop by TP,
jus a random check.

IU spoiled,
problems getting through those gantry.

my pocket is burned agn =(

nowcast: grey



- gym wit ah ben

- out riding with 2nd bro to changi V for lunch =)



saw a monkey wandering around the roof railing of the food center .



like butt says, my poor wheeler is rotting at home, shall bring it out for a ride + some cleaning when i am free =)



bad headaches days ...

nowcast: windy stone

a Fulfilling loOOooOoooNnnnggGg wkend =D

thanks to the runway off, able to enjoy such a long wkend.

THURS:
- visit mum at her office (thanks mum for her guidance to the bike shop when i am lost =x) haha lao ma wan shui !
- buy bike accessories
- wash bike

(lost my way agn during my way to bike shop, holy coW ! more xperiences needed )



FRI:
- RT
- K box with LIMs sq =)
- haircut
- dinner with Uncle Daddy

- order diao yu (fishing in chinese) at the drink stall and u will get chinese tea
- nice food at aljunied cresent ! (the hawkers there not bad, i think so, gonna try it some day, any kaki ?) haha
- circuit rd food center is close (under renovation)

SAT:
- Beach Trg (more trgs needed, haiz )
- Dim Sum Buffet and Harbourfront
- Ice Age 3

5th pillion onboard, hope ur 'bike fear' have diminished. =)

now i understands why drivers and riders on the road hated taxi drivers so much (i mean those f***ing inconsiderate ones), thanks to the sudden brake infront uh 'mr taxi driver'. grr

safety doesnt depend on the rider/driver alone, it's also depend on those driving and riding around him/her.

--- " ---

Back to those boring days ...

I hope to compete in nationals LifeSaving Comp, I hope to win something. train hard, work hard, perform hard.

hopes in:
Taplin Relay
2 men Surf with yk
-"-

shou ni ye yi yang ai wo (zhang dong liang) - nice song

drinking xpired milk, taste alrite to me ..

nowcast: windy

JB roads are scary cos we are unfamilar there ... but it's a good place to explore.

by chance i found nice western food store !

! YUMMY !

Marsiling Rise, Blk 131,
ami.... ... cant rem the name (nice western food over there!)

my rating (bad 1 to 4 good)
Taste: 4
Portion: 3 (fair enuff for girls, think guys need a little more)
Worth for value: 3
Looks: 4

TRY IT OUT! haha

Gonna look for more NICE food out there !

nowcast: fire stone

---" ---

. that's life .

time passes,
my perceptions towards certain people also changes,
some turn better,
while some got worst.

things changes,
my experience towards dealing situations also changes,
some got better,
while some turn worst.

look forward, walk forward, sometimes things are just mend to be.
experiences make a person more experienced .

---"---
.never ever.

the world is nv fair,
cos earth is unevenly round.

the things is nv same,
cos situations keep changing.

the people is nv ideal,
cos human are mend to have strength and weakness.

---"---

i tried to make a situation fair, but to be fair we will have to be calculative. Just like making things equal, we will have to be calculative.

So sometimes it's ok not to be fair i guess. that's life.

--- --- ---

nowcast: stone

--politics--
people mumble,
people whisper,
people gossiping about the bad of others.

like a chess,
like a game,
people plan to take advantage of others.

some cliques here,
some groups there,
people mend to disagree with others.

there is right,
there is wrong,
there isnt fairness among all.


-- evil sides --

sometimes i ask, "am i poking in too much for others ?"
there are so many others out there trying to take advantages of others, y are these guys so selfish?

They yearn for fruits without labour,
They hope to receive without work,

People always want things to be one their side,
People made things their way using unorthordox methods,

where good deeds and personal rights are just separated by a thin line..

---- ----

it's not ok to think about feelings, cos it's scary i guess..

---"---

nowcast: windy stone

'bad luck' will be the description for ytd.

wrong turn,
wrong side,
wrong way,
ended taking longer route to a destination

more knowledge,
more experiences,
more educated,
guess i just need an 'idiot guide to travel ard SG'

--- " ---

1st time kanna horned, but know la it's my fault haha, hope there wldn be nxt time
LScamp @ RP + trg at sentosa, woOo thanks to YK i am not lost on my way there to sentosa frm RP =x
hmm, it's really hard to understand another person, and the way they think.
well i guess i need to travel more around places to farmiliarise with SG .
gonna get a small travel map . haha

some hilarious stuff i met while on my way home from buying stuffs, there was a boy, which i dont know why is he doing that, he walked exactly beside me on the pavement, then as i increase my stride, he increase, i slow down, he slow down, but but but as i saw the green man blinking, i start running, he too start running, but too bad he didn manage to cross the road, cos by the time he reaches the traffic light, it's red man alrd .. haha

---" ---

Happy Bd to JY, hope u will have nice slp n swt drm always =)

---"---

only 1 wkend for this mth... haiz ...

---"---

nowcast: stone

Jus brought a bike from kw, don noe issit a good thing or bad thing.
didn have the urge to buy it, but i guess i just buy it.
now saving have to start from scratch, awww..

but i guess i just need experience on the road ...

nowcast: water

-negative emotion- 280509

another stage end,
for the better or the worst,
on the move to a whole new stage,
he got no idea what will happen next.

in the period of this stage,
he filled the world with sadness,
in the period of that time,
he filled the world with hatred.

sometime things happened,
and it stack up problems after problems,
somewhere things happened,
and it accumulate blows after blows.

that's life when things turn nasty,
everythings look different,
that's life where lucks turn bad,
everythings feels different.

look on the positive side,
it's negative,
look on the bright side,
it's dull.

hopes things change for the better ...
adapt to changes, make the differences ...

---"---

journey 2 e west

nowcast: windy

happy birthday to mr Y K PANG!

- journey 2 e west with butt :)
start: bedok - MP - mountbatten - nicoll HY - CBD - harbourfront(vivo) - pasir panjang - west coast park - pasir panjang - labardor park -vivo - CBD - nicoll HY(lightnings) - mountbatten - bedok(rain) : end

- legs are in pain ... not aching but the stinging pain ard the thigh and knees area .. guess this is wat they call 'feng shi'... getting old i guess ...

awww i am dying becos of the stinging pain ....

nowcast: firey water

bad day, bad luck, bad mood.

its has been a long time ever since my last 'eruption' ....
'thanks' to e :
- last min info
- last min posting
- last day over there
- un 'ideal' posting
- the packet of fish soup which burst and spill for no reason ...

jus luck and fate i guess ...

right chest ache,
bad luck days,
times passes,
everything will be fine .. i hope ..
jus like rainbow appears after rain ...

elmo emo nemo

bye guys, thanks for everything over at cab :)
--- " ---

nowcast: windy fire



--- moving on ---


when times comes,
it marks an end,
which signify e start to nxt stage.

everyone around,
waving hi and bye,
wishing and thanks.


no ones knows what will happen,
yet everyones hope it happen ,
where we got the choice we want.

there were memories,
some were pretty,
while some were ugly.

it's the people,
it's the place,
it's the things we do.

---"---

--- the best ---

people want him to be the best,

but he's not.

people thinks that he's the best,

but he's not.

people sees him as the best,

but he's not.

he's just another person,

who give his best,

hope for the best for others,

but believe that he's not the best.

he's just another average....

---"---

---my numbers---

my favourite number. 6

my fated number. 7

soon i mix them up 67,

or maybe 76?

i hoped for 6,

but heaven gave me 7,

issit a good thing?

or bad thing?

I dreamt of 6,

but 7 appears,

sld i dream,

or see ?

where i hope dream exist in reality ....

---"---

. adios .

SNSS

nowcast: windy

went volunteering at SNSS, the 4th SNSS championship

e water ‘ballet’ (synchronize swim)25/4/09

It was elegant,
It was graceful,
It’s my first time seeing this.

They were ‘stretchy’,
They were tough,
Dancing with splits when they want.

Dance with tempo,
Dance with speed,
Dance in water as they like.

Some made more,
While some made less,
It’s the errors that make it counts.

‘Practises make perfect’

---"---
at e bubble tea shop.

it's all started becos of a monotonous 'pearl'
no doubt she look like another white version of this person, esp the eyes and nose ...

another suay day to order bubble tea..

after a good laugh at ws monotonus 'pearl'

It’s retribution time... -_-"'

k: can i have oreo coffee?
g: no more oreo ..
k: erm then can i have coffee milktea ?
g: no more milktea ...
k: silent (thinking: 'waTtt ! Oo then what shld i order ?? wahHH')
g: how about ice blend ?
k: orh then give me honey iceblend ( thinking: 'for goodness sake, this is my first time drinking ice blend')

lesson learnt: nv laugh at others .. haha

---“---

nowcast: windy

. stranger .
while slping on the train,
comes a lady,
wearing a blue stripes blouse,
with a purple sweater on.

not that pretty,
not that perfect,
just that average,
sitting beside him.

looks like a dream,
but it is reality,
when the stop reached,
both walk apart.

he remembered,
but forgot,
only left with a blur impression,
of that stranger...

--- " ---
.dream of interest.

no ones believes,
no ones knows,
why he choose that,
why he did that.

stepped into the room,
they questioned,
they wondered,
how is that possible?

they ponder why,
with that achievement,
with that appearance,
choose this field of study.

interests cant be tell by looks,
neither just by that few words,
looks can be deceving,
but those feelings stays.

that's a path,
where practicality exchanged with interests,
where satisfaction ranked before money,
that's a choice with no regrets.

---"---

if given a choice, will u choose a millions $$ or save a million lives ??

luck ?

nowcast: firey sunny

an unlucky yet lucky day ...

unlucky events
- rushed my breakfast for nothing
- waited for mr sim, tot he's not coming
- took the wrong direction bus
- LG : warrenty not vaild
- the shop where my laptop was brought: cannot be found
- so emo = decided to brought a new laptop immediately to 'vent my anger'
- started to rain heavily just when i want to step out of funan
- the bus i wanted to take drove past right in front of my face
- ordered chocolate milkshake but ended up getting chocolate cookie

'lucky' events
- saw amodel/ babe at palawan
- mr sim turn out when we started our trg, manage to use surf board
- decided to drop by bras basah complex while on the way to funan and manage to found the zhan qi that i am loOking for !!
- will drawing $$ from atm realised that bank not close yet manage to sign up for capita card
- manage to eat filet O fish after months due to the heavy rain
- chocolate cookie was NICE!
- received letter from NUS, was short listed for nursing

new 'discovery', lesson learnt
- read the direction at the bus stop, dont assume
- ensure that 2nd and 3rd year warrenty card is given
- laptop harddisk actually can also be use like portable hd ( marv)
- buy what is necessary, dont be greedy and buy things that contain quantity and not quality
- DDR2 ram is facing out that's why shops are promoting/ discounting lappiz with DDR2 ram ( think they want to clear as much stock on hand as possible)
- buy things with shops that are more reliable
- 1st time i spend so much $$ in such a short period of time with such a short decision .. OMG is tat good or bad ??
- nxt coming few mths have to save save save like beggar
- try out new stuffs, u nv know u will like it, 'TRY OUT OF THE BOX' !!

wonder was it fate or just luck ?

so do u call this lucky or unlucky ??

is year 2009 an unlucky year to me ? why unhappy events happened one by one ...

shall check out what's e lucky colour for me tis yrs .. hmm

nowcast: water

a msg frm 2nd bro and all of the sudden i lost my feelings at that point of time, i don knw how to react, what to react. if only i insist harder on that decision of bringing her to vet.

stopped at the corridor, mum haven remove her biscuits and water.
stepping in, hoping to catch her sleeping/lazing somewhere but only realised that her cat litter have been removed.
it was days later then sis and mum brought her to vet.
low RBC/ high WBC . she left.
i guess it's just too late.

getting home makes feelings heavier and unbearable.
'where rains covers tears.'

. i miss u. orion .
. i miss u. stuart .

---"---

' let the past begone, life have to go on'

---"---

came across this web | http://www.asdsingapore.com/ | for dogs lovers, dogs are up for adoption, something like SPCA

---"---

24 mar 09

nowcast: stone

i guess this person is the reason for me to run, for me to train to become better.

uncle dad, lao sim, mum, er yi mum and dad...
these are the people i hope to see and provide when i become successful in life and all the major events in my life, i hope they will be there.. although life's always unpredictable ..

nowcast: stoney water

- i hope uncle dad will get better.

- sometimes it's just happen that there's nothing much we can do knowing that the people around us is suffering, but nevertheless we must always think of what we can do even it's just that little bits indirectly.

--- " ---

nowcast: stone

'BOb! ... hey bOb!' - alright this was suppose to be e english name they decide for me , but rather i think it's more like a nickname. which part of me look like a BOB! omg... for goodness sake, can u guys choose a better name? and v soon bad things like this spread so fast and now everyone is call me that name instead of my norm one .. wtf yawnz ...

there was a supersitious saying that 'it's unlucky to have ur bed facing in front of the door', and unlucky enuff mine was the only bed in that position... and more unlucky enuff i failed tests which i studied for it ... i wonder how unlucky can things become ??? i rather choose not to believe it ...

life's nv fair cos the earth is unevenly round ...