Sunday, October 31, 2004

30/10/04

Md:=( W:sunNy +drizzling

Death is sudden and unpredictable
Today was a slacking day, in the morning studied with jie2 till afternoon then went for lunch.As i went home, rececived a sad news from my brother that my uncle has passed away. I was shocked, feeling that it was too sudden, feeling sad too. He was one of those people that cares for me and all in a sudden, he's gone.Times files, recalling back the last time i saw him was during july. Another person who showered me with care and concern has left me, leaving those memories behind. J's M has also passed away, i received this news through AB, unbelivable to me, as i spoke to J's M on the phone a few days before that day, her voice didn't sound like she was sick. Wondering how was J feeling in the past few days? Feeling fear in my heart as i recalled the day where by stuart passed away. The vet told me that he will be fine for a few days,however he just left me without any farewell. Feel like crying whenever i recall the fact that stuart has left,i misses his companionship. "What if someone i care left tomorrow?" "what if i pass away the next min, where will i go to ? turn to a soul or just don exist anymore ? " "what will you want to do the most if u know that u will be gone the next day?"

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