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Got to know someone who like and think almost like me. amazing!! Got to noe her from CIBTC ATC,she was the first person wishing me happy birthday, jus 5 mins before my birthday, she called from malaysia,feel so touch manz, then follow by jie2,junming,jason,stella mama,jasmine G,jasmine mei,jia min, ci liang, hajar and lastly 2 min before it over xiao squid.Days passes so fast, few more hours to 2005. Currently working at metro tampines, hope to change department but no choice,got to know lots of friends there,ppl like kok hui,huiming,kok ming, spenser, yuan wei, judy and teng hui. Wo hao xiang zhi dao wo de xing xing zai na li. hao xiang hao xiang. hao xiang you ren pei. hao xiang you ren guan. hao xiang fen xiang wo de kuai le he you chou.but i don have the courage to love someone, cos i might not give them happiness, might not be there with her in times she need me, might not .. might not.. can someone tell me how to give someone happiness ? can someone tell me about myself ? i don really know myself now.. i don noe wat i wan, where's my goals, when to let things go, who should i trust, how to see things in a brighter side.basically my life now was fake, nothing seem to be true, even my own feelings. I am probably one of the lousiest guy in the world, i got nothing, not even confidence to persue my love. haiZ, nothing better to think beside these stupid stuffs. so many things happen these holidays. so many tests in life. so tired of it.really hope that one day i can find my star and be with her forever...memories flashing vegetable, keychain and wound ...Y am i clinging onto the past?? =(
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