it's sun or nv

nowcast: purple red

it's sun or nv,
people often says, the higher the hope, the harder the fall.
well that's something i agree.

for the past years, i blame it on the boards and unlucky events that occurs during the compeition, but i guess the final conclusion is just tat i am not good enough.

this year, am i up for it ? equipped with new/ diff sprinting and turning techniques, and different training programs compared to the past, will i make it? tell me i wouldnt .. i rather everyone have no hopes or expectations on me than self suffocation due to others expections.

pls pls pls pls to whatever, let me at least have a better luck on that day.

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this week luck ? i guess no gd no gd, i have been injuring people around me accidentlly (physically), 2 surfboard accident + 3 exhaust burn ... and everyones just says wah lao yi kai!well but no ones really appreciate the effort to fetch... haiz i didn mean it, it was really pure pure accident. but still i am sorry guys, for all the knocks and burns. wat the hell is happening, past 2 mths of riding, no pillon injured. but just this week 3 accident ( i mean those burns while boarding the bike).
hmm hmm hmm guess nxt time will put my right hand at the stand while others board, at least if kanna burn, the first will be my hand.

first time i experience a almost skid turning, just right after i change my balancer, guess it's too light, aww wasted 12 bucks for it, now have to change another one 16 bucks a heavier one. a heavier balancer for a more stable turn. well for safety it's worthwhile.

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sunday is the day, just like the colour now, kan chong ...

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after all the trgs and efforts ... i hope ...