26apr. mon. cloudy purple

--"--

distanced from my fellow camp buddies,
cause we are on a different route,
and now we are doing differnt scope of duties, i suppose ...

my indecisiveness drag others down,
some of my decisions got others into trouble,
i thought things would be better if i could just follow what i believes. but that wldn work in reality.

how great things will be if everything i can just settle alone,
where no ones will be affected,
where there's only one to blame.

--"--

tell me sld i or sld i not ..

.i need to speak to 3 person dot. wu^ .

---"---2357hrs2604

'when paths met, choices set, that's life.'