09may. sun. windy blue

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finally ! i can smell it !! 91 days more to go ! hahha free from the liability ! 3 mths !

i woke up with a feeling that 'alright, another rejection this year' such a strong feeling... ok anyway i shldn look forward in the slimmmm chance of getting in.

alright i suppose i shall put this aside and look over to other alternative which will serve the similar purpose i want to achieve in life.

there come to the same dilemma , $$ vs interest, goverment sector (hospital, para medic) or private sector (drug processing)... well well 3 mths

i suppose i not giving up yet, shall try 1 more time, so shall work for 1 year first then see how. dead stubborn uh ? hahha

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looking out at those vegetation and sky, it just makes me wonder my 'aspect' as a good leader.

though it's like model answer, but oh well ...
- lead by example
- fight for the well being or unfair treatment
- giving clear direction and instruction
- earn trust and respect in them

yup gonna change. more firm.
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my mother day's gift = packing kitchen =x hahhaha

gosh! on batt, and it's gg low ! adios

there's so much i want to type it out but well, i forgot due to STM =x

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