problems
i have got the points that i satisfied, the course i dreamed to go, but how will my future be ?I have received the enrolment letter from republic poly,now i have to worry about the poly fees. I have to pay the 1st sem payment and buy a laptop, but my mum was oversea, working hard to support this family. i didn let her know abt this, didn want to keep her worry, keep telling her that i have sufficient. for the saving i having now was only able to afford either the fees or the laptop. wtf, i thought that school fees has to pay only at the end of semester, shitty. now i have to seek help from my big brother and sister but not my 2nd brother, cos he intend to use his saving to buy a bike, dont wanna bother him. But my big bro have to pay for the family bill.so many troubles. sis asked me to loan from bank but i am thinking of borrowing from UD.5/4/05 was the due date. feeling so troubled, "why do i have such a irrespondsible father?". I admire my friends who have their fathers who is respondsible and supporting them. But i am happy living in a family where my brother and sister cared alot for me. hoping that my father will change one day...overcoming barriers and move toward my goals.there'll always be a way out.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Monday, March 28, 2005
26/3/2005
saturday 26/3/2005
wah, so tired early in the morning, slept v late the night before becos of work. then have to wake up in the morning for GV NPCC. hmm, that day , was the day they took their promotion test. I was the examiner for the promotion for sergent to staff sergent test. That was the first time taking a promotion test grading others. out of 11, there's only one failer and 1 on hold. of cos the rest of the 9 all passed. then went home ard 130pm , due to the discussion of the test. Mr Seong was great, he even want to sponor us CIs to attend the air rifle cost. Went to tai chi, hahaz there's 2 new members joining, they were ah ben and hong yan. Then have to rash to work. unlucky day, i broke a cup while drying it, dropped the food on the floor and broke a cap of a flask. Suai ah !! Tired . .
wah, so tired early in the morning, slept v late the night before becos of work. then have to wake up in the morning for GV NPCC. hmm, that day , was the day they took their promotion test. I was the examiner for the promotion for sergent to staff sergent test. That was the first time taking a promotion test grading others. out of 11, there's only one failer and 1 on hold. of cos the rest of the 9 all passed. then went home ard 130pm , due to the discussion of the test. Mr Seong was great, he even want to sponor us CIs to attend the air rifle cost. Went to tai chi, hahaz there's 2 new members joining, they were ah ben and hong yan. Then have to rash to work. unlucky day, i broke a cup while drying it, dropped the food on the floor and broke a cap of a flask. Suai ah !! Tired . .
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
22/3
First step toward my dreamsSs =)
the posting came out earlier then i expected, ah ben called me this morning and told me that the posting was out.mY posting result was REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC BIOTECHNOLOGY R16,whopee my last strand of hope make it!This was my 4th choice.My dreams toward saving life.heeZz.but life going to be tough from then onward.hmm, last night my bro, sis and i were discussing about that i shouldnt work when my sch start. but if i dont work at ark, there will be no income for me and further more when my mum return, i will become a finacial burnden to her. I have thought of the ways of settle my education fees, A: study in the day, work at night,my studies might suffered.B: sign-on JPSDS, for these 3 years there wouldnt be any worries, but there will be 5 years contract which i have to worry years later.C: loan from bank, this will also create problems in the years later. D: rely on my bro,sis and mum, life will be tough for them. which way should i choose ? So many years, i still dont understand why have such a irresponsible father,if only i have a responsible father... my mum told me that something has happen to him in the past that cost him in the current state(slacking and not supporting the family), but shouldnt a guy should be strong and responsible supporting the family of his? even when life's tough ? i dont know whether i sld hate him anot, i dont know what feeling i have to him." i don mind if u have try supporting us, we can endure this together as a family, but u are not even trying. my only good memories with you was when i was v young, u brought us out with a pick-up with lucky around.but the remains were bad memories."Now in my current life, i hav to commit to NPCC, Judo, taichi, work, fuhui... blah blah blah.. hahaz, stop talking about these stupid stuffs liao. this was just the beginning of another stage of life where i will grow stronger and think deeper.hahazZz, i realise something today,"people show off because they wanted to share with u their achievement,because u r somebody to them,they wanted to share with u the feeling of that they finally make it to their goals,to the destination they have set.that's the sense of achievement" where u can only feel it after hardworks toward your goals or when u realised ur individual talent.however if u felt that this friend of yours is showing off to u, that mean u r jealous which is a feeling u shouldnt be feeling,instead u should be happy that u have such a friend that willing to share with u their's successes,and by sharing this might motivate u to do something that u nv thought of achieving it. i belive that success is something that comes with understanding(talent), hardwork and of cause some luck.
the posting came out earlier then i expected, ah ben called me this morning and told me that the posting was out.mY posting result was REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC BIOTECHNOLOGY R16,whopee my last strand of hope make it!This was my 4th choice.My dreams toward saving life.heeZz.but life going to be tough from then onward.hmm, last night my bro, sis and i were discussing about that i shouldnt work when my sch start. but if i dont work at ark, there will be no income for me and further more when my mum return, i will become a finacial burnden to her. I have thought of the ways of settle my education fees, A: study in the day, work at night,my studies might suffered.B: sign-on JPSDS, for these 3 years there wouldnt be any worries, but there will be 5 years contract which i have to worry years later.C: loan from bank, this will also create problems in the years later. D: rely on my bro,sis and mum, life will be tough for them. which way should i choose ? So many years, i still dont understand why have such a irresponsible father,if only i have a responsible father... my mum told me that something has happen to him in the past that cost him in the current state(slacking and not supporting the family), but shouldnt a guy should be strong and responsible supporting the family of his? even when life's tough ? i dont know whether i sld hate him anot, i dont know what feeling i have to him." i don mind if u have try supporting us, we can endure this together as a family, but u are not even trying. my only good memories with you was when i was v young, u brought us out with a pick-up with lucky around.but the remains were bad memories."Now in my current life, i hav to commit to NPCC, Judo, taichi, work, fuhui... blah blah blah.. hahaz, stop talking about these stupid stuffs liao. this was just the beginning of another stage of life where i will grow stronger and think deeper.hahazZz, i realise something today,"people show off because they wanted to share with u their achievement,because u r somebody to them,they wanted to share with u the feeling of that they finally make it to their goals,to the destination they have set.that's the sense of achievement" where u can only feel it after hardworks toward your goals or when u realised ur individual talent.however if u felt that this friend of yours is showing off to u, that mean u r jealous which is a feeling u shouldnt be feeling,instead u should be happy that u have such a friend that willing to share with u their's successes,and by sharing this might motivate u to do something that u nv thought of achieving it. i belive that success is something that comes with understanding(talent), hardwork and of cause some luck.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
19/3/05
19/3
today-tiring plus boring day:ark holding function, hav to clear up all the mess by myself
.wat's life abt?
.skip taichi again,cos work starting at 3
.borrowed 2 books. abt ninja .haven read yet
today-tiring plus boring day:ark holding function, hav to clear up all the mess by myself
.wat's life abt?
.skip taichi again,cos work starting at 3
.borrowed 2 books. abt ninja .haven read yet
Saturday, March 19, 2005
18/3
18/3
-sunny
-playing armies of exigo
-ark:learned how to make mix fruit tea, paradise dream, taught by mimi
"do everything with the best u can do, leaving no regrets behind"
-sunny
-playing armies of exigo
-ark:learned how to make mix fruit tea, paradise dream, taught by mimi
"do everything with the best u can do, leaving no regrets behind"
Friday, March 18, 2005
11/3-17/3
days passes so slowly
11/3
-reported to mr seong @ GVSS
. felt so uneasy working in a new enviroment with new people
.mr seong: a responsible teacher in charge
.take pride in his achievements
.daring
.well-organised person
-helping out in EVNP(NPCC sv day)
.didn really help out alot
-EVNP sec 1/2 camp
12/3
-first parade @GVNP
.V tired due to that i only slept 2hrs the night before
.hope that i can do something to buck up their drills
.their system were far different from EVNP:rely most on NCOs ,CIs over looking things like OCs probably due to the past of not having CIs to run the unit.
-at hm sleeping like a pig (too tired)
-skip tai chi lesson due to over sleeping
.felt so bad for skipping taichi class, felt that i have let sensei kong down
13/3
-helping out for GVNP sec1 camp
.only have 1/2hrs sleep due to the tying of rope obstacles
.only 2 helpers, helped me
-Ark interview
14/3
-release from camp
-overslept, late for first day of work at ark
15/3
-work at ark
16/3
-EVNP CD trip
.talk alot with mr yeo on the way back, he taught me lotsa things
-katong judo
.fun,my spirit is back
17/3
-pass CD trip attendent to Nan
.met Liyana R on the way there
-ark
11/3
-reported to mr seong @ GVSS
. felt so uneasy working in a new enviroment with new people
.mr seong: a responsible teacher in charge
.take pride in his achievements
.daring
.well-organised person
-helping out in EVNP(NPCC sv day)
.didn really help out alot
-EVNP sec 1/2 camp
12/3
-first parade @GVNP
.V tired due to that i only slept 2hrs the night before
.hope that i can do something to buck up their drills
.their system were far different from EVNP:rely most on NCOs ,CIs over looking things like OCs probably due to the past of not having CIs to run the unit.
-at hm sleeping like a pig (too tired)
-skip tai chi lesson due to over sleeping
.felt so bad for skipping taichi class, felt that i have let sensei kong down
13/3
-helping out for GVNP sec1 camp
.only have 1/2hrs sleep due to the tying of rope obstacles
.only 2 helpers, helped me
-Ark interview
14/3
-release from camp
-overslept, late for first day of work at ark
15/3
-work at ark
16/3
-EVNP CD trip
.talk alot with mr yeo on the way back, he taught me lotsa things
-katong judo
.fun,my spirit is back
17/3
-pass CD trip attendent to Nan
.met Liyana R on the way there
-ark
Thursday, March 10, 2005
09/03-10/03
tiring day
didn slept for the night in the chalet, then finally can catch some sleep during 10++ ,hahaz then the cherry kept disturbing us(those who wanted to sleep) finally she settled down then can get some sleep liao,hahaz, after a while stomachache, wah!! after coming back from the toilet, cherry sleeping liao. then during 11, mi and orange tried to wake her up but useless she was sleeping so soundly, after sometimes finally waked her up.then after awhile everyone has waked up, then TCS lolz, feeling so sleepy. went to np teach those sec 3 rifle drill, after tat still got judo training, wah so tired. wakey next day sore throat got worse with flu, sickening, feel weak.
didn slept for the night in the chalet, then finally can catch some sleep during 10++ ,hahaz then the cherry kept disturbing us(those who wanted to sleep) finally she settled down then can get some sleep liao,hahaz, after a while stomachache, wah!! after coming back from the toilet, cherry sleeping liao. then during 11, mi and orange tried to wake her up but useless she was sleeping so soundly, after sometimes finally waked her up.then after awhile everyone has waked up, then TCS lolz, feeling so sleepy. went to np teach those sec 3 rifle drill, after tat still got judo training, wah so tired. wakey next day sore throat got worse with flu, sickening, feel weak.
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
28/2/05
the result
of cause i was worring that i might got a E8 for english. but i make it, i was able to make it to poly,i was happy. although not much choices, but still make it. did not disappoint those ppl who care for me.but did not make it to fufill the promise, 18points,feel so lousy.
of cause i was worring that i might got a E8 for english. but i make it, i was able to make it to poly,i was happy. although not much choices, but still make it. did not disappoint those ppl who care for me.but did not make it to fufill the promise, 18points,feel so lousy.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
goals
mY goals.
I finally found my goals, my dreams and my future. No matter where i got into, ite or poly, my destination is University.I wanna be a scientist or technologist or vet.i wanna save life all my life. saving others which means saving a person which means alot to the others.a vet, probably due to stuart.We send him to a clinic which didn't heal him from his illness, seeing him suffering but i cant do anything..if only i was able to do something to save him..
I finally found my goals, my dreams and my future. No matter where i got into, ite or poly, my destination is University.I wanna be a scientist or technologist or vet.i wanna save life all my life. saving others which means saving a person which means alot to the others.a vet, probably due to stuart.We send him to a clinic which didn't heal him from his illness, seeing him suffering but i cant do anything..if only i was able to do something to save him..
18/1-24/2
days there.
went to new zealand, for ... the work there is a brainless job, cos u don need to think anything. just choose the bad kiwi and pluck them down.this may seem easy, but u will have to endure the long working hours and long dist walk down the lane of the kiwi farm which was counting in hecters. Learn how to drive a manual car there, taught by sam and alvin, but still not good at it. everyday thinking of returning back to singapore, staying there made me feeling far out of my comfort zone. The only place i visited was the snow mountain. Wanted to visit habbiton but it was too ex for us to afford it. basically there was lots of problems there, the things was too complicated for me to understand. then move from rotorua to napier as we were switching the job to plucking apple.well first day of that made me wore out, v tiring, have to climb a 2m ladder up with a bag of 10kg++ in front of me, stretching out the hand and reach for those red apple.Almost fall from the ladder twice. That frighted me out.if i dropped, i will b ended up been paralyed. Then returning back to singapore, transitting in bali, and stayed overnight there alone.Till that day, i really felt the care from my mum.
went to new zealand, for ... the work there is a brainless job, cos u don need to think anything. just choose the bad kiwi and pluck them down.this may seem easy, but u will have to endure the long working hours and long dist walk down the lane of the kiwi farm which was counting in hecters. Learn how to drive a manual car there, taught by sam and alvin, but still not good at it. everyday thinking of returning back to singapore, staying there made me feeling far out of my comfort zone. The only place i visited was the snow mountain. Wanted to visit habbiton but it was too ex for us to afford it. basically there was lots of problems there, the things was too complicated for me to understand. then move from rotorua to napier as we were switching the job to plucking apple.well first day of that made me wore out, v tiring, have to climb a 2m ladder up with a bag of 10kg++ in front of me, stretching out the hand and reach for those red apple.Almost fall from the ladder twice. That frighted me out.if i dropped, i will b ended up been paralyed. Then returning back to singapore, transitting in bali, and stayed overnight there alone.Till that day, i really felt the care from my mum.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
17/1/2005
W:rainY
Today, mY last day working in metro, abit sad to leave,sad to leave my friends there, ppl like yongchye,huiming,aunt may,wendy, the toy dept guy,reuben,jandi all the friends there. aunt may gave me a chocolate as a farewell gift, she told me she can bear to see me leaving so soon.But this was one of those route i have to choose in life, stay(NP&friends) or leave(mother),i choose my mother, someone who has acc me through my life. i choose this path with the help of shamugan. pratically today was all about packing the counter the chit chatting with the cashier. Didn get to see lot of ppl on the last day of work, ppl like huiming.will be missing everyone.. hmm.. leaving for new zealand in 16hrs time.-adios to all- will be back in 10days or 1mthplus time=) take care to all my friends who hav read this=)
Today, mY last day working in metro, abit sad to leave,sad to leave my friends there, ppl like yongchye,huiming,aunt may,wendy, the toy dept guy,reuben,jandi all the friends there. aunt may gave me a chocolate as a farewell gift, she told me she can bear to see me leaving so soon.But this was one of those route i have to choose in life, stay(NP&friends) or leave(mother),i choose my mother, someone who has acc me through my life. i choose this path with the help of shamugan. pratically today was all about packing the counter the chit chatting with the cashier. Didn get to see lot of ppl on the last day of work, ppl like huiming.will be missing everyone.. hmm.. leaving for new zealand in 16hrs time.-adios to all- will be back in 10days or 1mthplus time=) take care to all my friends who hav read this=)
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
04/01/05
W:drizzling
today replacement off,then went out with jie2, ask her to acc me to the beach, cause i feel low. Talk alot with her, then she brought me to bugis street and eat. I ate wanton mee and chicken rice there, the wanton mee was tasty!! but the bedok one was better. Then jie2 went to work.stupid me, took the wrong side bus, ended up in rocher rd. Cook dinner today, fully on me, but the soup cant make it, abit too tastless liao, but still edible. then vegetable still alrite la. went to chalet of 410, almost knock down by a bike, my fault.. i rush across the traffic as it was green man not looking at the traffic turning in.Shocked.. Third time having this kind of experience, almost dead. Once was a speeding taxi, then a car at KL, now a turning motor. i was lucky, really very lucky not dying or hurt in those accidents.If one day i die, i hope those people i loved and loved me live a safe and happy life. "i have a wish, but this cant be achieve until the day i learn how to put aside my pride and learn what is selfless"
today replacement off,then went out with jie2, ask her to acc me to the beach, cause i feel low. Talk alot with her, then she brought me to bugis street and eat. I ate wanton mee and chicken rice there, the wanton mee was tasty!! but the bedok one was better. Then jie2 went to work.stupid me, took the wrong side bus, ended up in rocher rd. Cook dinner today, fully on me, but the soup cant make it, abit too tastless liao, but still edible. then vegetable still alrite la. went to chalet of 410, almost knock down by a bike, my fault.. i rush across the traffic as it was green man not looking at the traffic turning in.Shocked.. Third time having this kind of experience, almost dead. Once was a speeding taxi, then a car at KL, now a turning motor. i was lucky, really very lucky not dying or hurt in those accidents.If one day i die, i hope those people i loved and loved me live a safe and happy life. "i have a wish, but this cant be achieve until the day i learn how to put aside my pride and learn what is selfless"
Friday, December 31, 2004
31/12/04
W:rainy
Got to know someone who like and think almost like me. amazing!! Got to noe her from CIBTC ATC,she was the first person wishing me happy birthday, jus 5 mins before my birthday, she called from malaysia,feel so touch manz, then follow by jie2,junming,jason,stella mama,jasmine G,jasmine mei,jia min, ci liang, hajar and lastly 2 min before it over xiao squid.Days passes so fast, few more hours to 2005. Currently working at metro tampines, hope to change department but no choice,got to know lots of friends there,ppl like kok hui,huiming,kok ming, spenser, yuan wei, judy and teng hui. Wo hao xiang zhi dao wo de xing xing zai na li. hao xiang hao xiang. hao xiang you ren pei. hao xiang you ren guan. hao xiang fen xiang wo de kuai le he you chou.but i don have the courage to love someone, cos i might not give them happiness, might not be there with her in times she need me, might not .. might not.. can someone tell me how to give someone happiness ? can someone tell me about myself ? i don really know myself now.. i don noe wat i wan, where's my goals, when to let things go, who should i trust, how to see things in a brighter side.basically my life now was fake, nothing seem to be true, even my own feelings. I am probably one of the lousiest guy in the world, i got nothing, not even confidence to persue my love. haiZ, nothing better to think beside these stupid stuffs. so many things happen these holidays. so many tests in life. so tired of it.really hope that one day i can find my star and be with her forever...memories flashing vegetable, keychain and wound ...Y am i clinging onto the past?? =(
Got to know someone who like and think almost like me. amazing!! Got to noe her from CIBTC ATC,she was the first person wishing me happy birthday, jus 5 mins before my birthday, she called from malaysia,feel so touch manz, then follow by jie2,junming,jason,stella mama,jasmine G,jasmine mei,jia min, ci liang, hajar and lastly 2 min before it over xiao squid.Days passes so fast, few more hours to 2005. Currently working at metro tampines, hope to change department but no choice,got to know lots of friends there,ppl like kok hui,huiming,kok ming, spenser, yuan wei, judy and teng hui. Wo hao xiang zhi dao wo de xing xing zai na li. hao xiang hao xiang. hao xiang you ren pei. hao xiang you ren guan. hao xiang fen xiang wo de kuai le he you chou.but i don have the courage to love someone, cos i might not give them happiness, might not be there with her in times she need me, might not .. might not.. can someone tell me how to give someone happiness ? can someone tell me about myself ? i don really know myself now.. i don noe wat i wan, where's my goals, when to let things go, who should i trust, how to see things in a brighter side.basically my life now was fake, nothing seem to be true, even my own feelings. I am probably one of the lousiest guy in the world, i got nothing, not even confidence to persue my love. haiZ, nothing better to think beside these stupid stuffs. so many things happen these holidays. so many tests in life. so tired of it.really hope that one day i can find my star and be with her forever...memories flashing vegetable, keychain and wound ...Y am i clinging onto the past?? =(
Thursday, December 02, 2004
26th/11-2nd dec
CIBTC RC
wopPee learned lots of stuffs there, make lots of friends too. i was allocated to a special and enthu squad 1. In the squad there were lots of different type of people, all have different characteristic and talent. Although there was a little regret for joining it in the first day of RC, as time passes, i felt that it's worth it. There was a guy look almost the same as sir shamugan!! wah scared me to death, hahaz thought sir S came to check on us LOL . well every things was well there, except some knee pain and the new injury of my wrist, sianz another injury. Well tomorrow will be going to ATC, finished painting the flag heheZzxX. YEAH! i don needa go for the retest of pratical and oral assessment on 18, i passed it!!
wopPee learned lots of stuffs there, make lots of friends too. i was allocated to a special and enthu squad 1. In the squad there were lots of different type of people, all have different characteristic and talent. Although there was a little regret for joining it in the first day of RC, as time passes, i felt that it's worth it. There was a guy look almost the same as sir shamugan!! wah scared me to death, hahaz thought sir S came to check on us LOL . well every things was well there, except some knee pain and the new injury of my wrist, sianz another injury. Well tomorrow will be going to ATC, finished painting the flag heheZzxX. YEAH! i don needa go for the retest of pratical and oral assessment on 18, i passed it!!
Saturday, November 20, 2004
20/11/04
W: sunny
Baluku
Yesterday went swimming with hg,jm,kw,yc,zx,lao mei ... YeaH!!finally i master my freestyle liao, now i can swim on free and frog style liao HeEzZ!! But prefer more on frog.haiz, kanna a huge impact from the ground of the swimming pool,got one huge baluku on the top of my head, PAIN xia, also injure the neck muscle, sian. The result of testing new thing. Lucky baluku get smaller liao, everytime free will massage my head, hahaz.Then went bowling, wah lousy score from me. hahaz long time didn play liao. Back to today ,went to bugis with CH and JP. Then went to meet jie2 and PS, went to escape.hahaZ PS was a good racer manzZ, mai siao siao, pro xia.Have alot of fun with both of them in escape, took pictures, talk talk blah blah blah ...Tomorrow is lao jie2 Birthday, hahaz forgot to buy her present today, maybe pass to her tomorrow lolz ... hahaz, creating a da dao li of mine, will be posted in my webbY=) " check things out, dont just belive on onesided point of view , find your own point of view""Trying to be happy every moment"
Baluku
Yesterday went swimming with hg,jm,kw,yc,zx,lao mei ... YeaH!!finally i master my freestyle liao, now i can swim on free and frog style liao HeEzZ!! But prefer more on frog.haiz, kanna a huge impact from the ground of the swimming pool,got one huge baluku on the top of my head, PAIN xia, also injure the neck muscle, sian. The result of testing new thing. Lucky baluku get smaller liao, everytime free will massage my head, hahaz.Then went bowling, wah lousy score from me. hahaz long time didn play liao. Back to today ,went to bugis with CH and JP. Then went to meet jie2 and PS, went to escape.hahaZ PS was a good racer manzZ, mai siao siao, pro xia.Have alot of fun with both of them in escape, took pictures, talk talk blah blah blah ...Tomorrow is lao jie2 Birthday, hahaz forgot to buy her present today, maybe pass to her tomorrow lolz ... hahaz, creating a da dao li of mine, will be posted in my webbY=) " check things out, dont just belive on onesided point of view , find your own point of view""Trying to be happy every moment"
Friday, November 19, 2004
18/11/04
W:sunnY
YummY
Wakey at 9++ then cycled to zy house to pass her the cd i forgot to pass her that day. Then her mum treat me wanton mee, the stall i liked most, and told me about the history of that wanton mee stall. Wah the stall have been there for more then 22years liao!! No wonder the sauce is do traditional, nice, yummy!!Then went home to sleep till the evening, after that meet pat, jm and jie2 for some revision.Follow by meeting Ja,CH,Rus at orchard.Mk want to talk then we talk at the void deck till 3++."85 marks for the wanton mee stall !! "
YummY
Wakey at 9++ then cycled to zy house to pass her the cd i forgot to pass her that day. Then her mum treat me wanton mee, the stall i liked most, and told me about the history of that wanton mee stall. Wah the stall have been there for more then 22years liao!! No wonder the sauce is do traditional, nice, yummy!!Then went home to sleep till the evening, after that meet pat, jm and jie2 for some revision.Follow by meeting Ja,CH,Rus at orchard.Mk want to talk then we talk at the void deck till 3++."85 marks for the wanton mee stall !! "
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
15/11/04
W:sunnY
King Kong
Today was funny, went to AB house to do art, with AB and Ja. Then later Jo joined us. hAhaZz Ja disturb Jo by calling his father name, then stupid Jo came distrubing me by keep saying he wanted to eat BH, hahaZz, then i make fun of his father name and kept saying i wanted to Banana, lol .Then Jo played the ring tone of hua xiang, and asked me weather i recalled anything.Well this song will remind me of HL. This bastard, he knew my past, no idea how did he knew it.aRrr !! Then went to play BB, well forgot how to play liao, the only thing i remember was how to take the rebound. Well, cannot blame, so long didnt play liao, then played a match of 4 on 4, wahH, oppenent got one guy v tall xia, but too bad he don know how to play center position, don't even know how to ka wei, waste of his height.Anyway we lose the game, if i wasnt wrong.hahAz. "Bb is fun!!"
King Kong
Today was funny, went to AB house to do art, with AB and Ja. Then later Jo joined us. hAhaZz Ja disturb Jo by calling his father name, then stupid Jo came distrubing me by keep saying he wanted to eat BH, hahaZz, then i make fun of his father name and kept saying i wanted to Banana, lol .Then Jo played the ring tone of hua xiang, and asked me weather i recalled anything.Well this song will remind me of HL. This bastard, he knew my past, no idea how did he knew it.aRrr !! Then went to play BB, well forgot how to play liao, the only thing i remember was how to take the rebound. Well, cannot blame, so long didnt play liao, then played a match of 4 on 4, wahH, oppenent got one guy v tall xia, but too bad he don know how to play center position, don't even know how to ka wei, waste of his height.Anyway we lose the game, if i wasnt wrong.hahAz. "Bb is fun!!"
Monday, November 15, 2004
14/11/04
W:rainy
weaker and weaker
getting weaker and weaker everyday. Can't even manage to do 25 push-up. Now only can do 2 pull up.sianZz, weakling manz. lolz, must train up before the course, hahaz, then don needa scared kanna tekkan, lolz. crappY, i mistaken the date thought monday is art paper, the R told me that today is 15th, WTH!!Didn't slept for one night then kanna attack by flu and headache virus, Sianz ah!! The world seem to be smelless and tasteless to me, lolz. "perseverence to the end, where my goals could be seem"
weaker and weaker
getting weaker and weaker everyday. Can't even manage to do 25 push-up. Now only can do 2 pull up.sianZz, weakling manz. lolz, must train up before the course, hahaz, then don needa scared kanna tekkan, lolz. crappY, i mistaken the date thought monday is art paper, the R told me that today is 15th, WTH!!Didn't slept for one night then kanna attack by flu and headache virus, Sianz ah!! The world seem to be smelless and tasteless to me, lolz. "perseverence to the end, where my goals could be seem"
Friday, November 12, 2004
11/11/04
W: sunnY+drizzling
A day of fun
Early in the morning AB came to my house, then we went cycling, cause i needa take the pictures for the ovservational drawing.We went cycling around PRP , i took all the picture of flowers.Then we went home, back to my house, AB do his art while i study geography, hahazZ, this time die die must get a A for geography. Then we went down to have lunch, hahaz, my mum's treat. After lunch, came back to my house and play chinese chess, this crappyY cousin, whenever i almost winning liao, he set traps waiting for me to walk into it then make a turnover, and ended up he won 5 and i only won one.Then he use my computer to check mail and chat, this bastard, going around making fun of others, LOL.Then went to play bb around his house. When i reached home, my brother told me that the film can only be ready by sat, as he went to another shop to ask, because the shop we usually wash our film didn't open. So irritating.haiz... then only can start my art on sat, don't know weather enough time anot. Anyway today was a fun day. "waiting can be tiring"
A day of fun
Early in the morning AB came to my house, then we went cycling, cause i needa take the pictures for the ovservational drawing.We went cycling around PRP , i took all the picture of flowers.Then we went home, back to my house, AB do his art while i study geography, hahazZ, this time die die must get a A for geography. Then we went down to have lunch, hahaz, my mum's treat. After lunch, came back to my house and play chinese chess, this crappyY cousin, whenever i almost winning liao, he set traps waiting for me to walk into it then make a turnover, and ended up he won 5 and i only won one.Then he use my computer to check mail and chat, this bastard, going around making fun of others, LOL.Then went to play bb around his house. When i reached home, my brother told me that the film can only be ready by sat, as he went to another shop to ask, because the shop we usually wash our film didn't open. So irritating.haiz... then only can start my art on sat, don't know weather enough time anot. Anyway today was a fun day. "waiting can be tiring"
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
9/11/04
W:rainY
Ai qin de dao li
Whopee!! Another paper is gone, next paper is around 1 week later, now can slack for the time being. Well got some confident that i can get at least a B for my chemistry.Right after exam, went home to take the form to pass up to mr lim, went back to school, can't find him anywhere around the school while his car was still parking in school. Meet mrs ng, she asked me how was my maths, i say alright, then she asked PAPER 2?? well i replied still managable,hahaz she knows that paper 2 is always my weakness.. lolz it's not that difficult actually, i belive even after the moderation i still can get a pass, well hope so... Then went home to play NBA and Gundam seed. In the afternoon, jie2 called me to accompany her to bugis and meet PS, took bus number 12 there, didn't realise that she was up to something. Met PS, she washed my brain with her dao li, then talk about her past, ai qin ping lun, aRr stupid jie2 spill out the bean.hahaZz, then jie2 so scare that i will be angry with her for sharing my secret to PS.Well does i look like a petty guy?hahaZz, maybe?Then went around bugis with them.After that went home with jie2. "keep on waiting" " The choice is up to you, just make sure that you wouldn't regret it" that what PS told me. Well of course i know that time cannot be rewind, not like a cassette which can be rewinded.
She made my mind confused again. "everyone have regrets, just that did u made ur effort of trying ur best?"
Ai qin de dao li
Whopee!! Another paper is gone, next paper is around 1 week later, now can slack for the time being. Well got some confident that i can get at least a B for my chemistry.Right after exam, went home to take the form to pass up to mr lim, went back to school, can't find him anywhere around the school while his car was still parking in school. Meet mrs ng, she asked me how was my maths, i say alright, then she asked PAPER 2?? well i replied still managable,hahaz she knows that paper 2 is always my weakness.. lolz it's not that difficult actually, i belive even after the moderation i still can get a pass, well hope so... Then went home to play NBA and Gundam seed. In the afternoon, jie2 called me to accompany her to bugis and meet PS, took bus number 12 there, didn't realise that she was up to something. Met PS, she washed my brain with her dao li, then talk about her past, ai qin ping lun, aRr stupid jie2 spill out the bean.hahaZz, then jie2 so scare that i will be angry with her for sharing my secret to PS.Well does i look like a petty guy?hahaZz, maybe?Then went around bugis with them.After that went home with jie2. "keep on waiting" " The choice is up to you, just make sure that you wouldn't regret it" that what PS told me. Well of course i know that time cannot be rewind, not like a cassette which can be rewinded.
She made my mind confused again. "everyone have regrets, just that did u made ur effort of trying ur best?"
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