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alright, today mistakes after mistake, even i myself dont know what i am doing, no 'feelings' eh, i mean the drill feelings. everythings is like so not there, sigh where have it gone to ?

alright, even my encik says: 'yikai you ok anot ? u look xin shi chong chong...' -_-"' but oh well i am ok. really ok but its just that i dont feel like talking much today ? perhaps due to yytd 'mistakes'?, today's humidity?, or prolly due to some unbalance hormones issues ?, or due to some complicated stuffs going through my mind which i dk know how to put it into words? well well hahaha

you need to be more confident, just that confident will have that great differences in you. well this isnt the first person, hopefully it will be the last person telling me that. ohhh welll can someone tell me where to buy confident? sigh if only it can be buy...

unhappy issues aside, on my ride home frm camp, just as i stop beside bus ( full of kids, and all are from my primary sch) oh well then this 2 kids wave and salute at me, i was like -_-"'. oh well after all those 'demoralise stuffs' happened, this actually sorta cheered me up.