: breezy wind

am : some irresponsible guy did not turn out for laundry collection, off his phone, play MIA ! how can i trust such a person like this again ? >:(

am: rot rot rot + eat eat eat

pm: clean bike? but it's raining cats and dogs outside :(

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some stuffs/ reality

idk why, but certainly our friendship turn sour becos of this, certainly there's some misunderstanding involve. oh well that's life, though its avoidable, but it's requires lots of efforts and talkings. who's right ? who's wrong ? well no point pointing fingers when this is 'destinated'.

joining g shift (parades) certainly has cost me alot of sacrifics (more responsiblities, back on off days, more taskings, ord later, no beach trg, cant att certain things) but oh well no regrets though, it's worthwhile, cos it's for my country.

like what stated '没有国，就没有家'

everytime alone = reflection time, yup i dont blame anyone for anything, i suppose there's a reason why i am being put through all these. you need more time, you need to know what you exactly want, you need to know the answers within urself, you need to understand urself more then things will be better for u urself.

' what do you want in a r/s? '

i am sure alot people when posed with this question, they will be lost. :)

like i said , you were never a burden to me.

'it just tat i need the experiences to handle things appropraitely'

i nv tot of encountering this (all this emotionals and situations), but well learn from it ..:)