: idk

i do this parade for the country,
i do this parade for the contingent,
i do this parade for setting a example,
i do this parade for the audiences,
i do this parade for people who put in alot of efforts behind (rsm s, helpers, everyone),

for all this reasons, i will do it well. it not just for me myself and i anymore.

i know my presence doesnt really matter, haha but if it does and i am unable to attend ur bd, i am sorry but still will try my best. hopefully situations permits.

not a usual sunday,
- gym with ah ben (was gossiping about a friend who got a gf in just 2DAYS ! (from stranger to GF in JUST 2 DAYS !) LOL
- watch ip man ( legend is born) w ah ben, lose a bet over a small popcorn ! the movie is worth watching ! (Y)
- BB with ah ben, hua hong and friend (gosh legs is aching )

felt extreme tired ytd, just knock out w/o turning off the lappy.
today am, cant even carry weights that i usually carry :(
knock out immediately agn in the evening upon i reach home.
goshhh extreme fatigue. needa buck up for that.

shifted all my focus on other things it works, though at times thoughts are still on u...

sometimes, we masked so that ppl will think we are ok, but also as u masked urself u might just forgot the initial feelings u had. u nv know how ur feelings affect others around you. so by smiling, they might feel better if they are troubled and you wouldn spoil certain amosphere that situations created.

'iwishihavemoregutstosay' = i hope to know wat is running through ur mind . just say it, no harm afterall. but idk anything, so i cant really help afterall. one of the worse thing have happened, so if it's regarding me, then u sldn be pondering whether sld u say or not say, because nth else could be worse i suppose. goshhh why am i thinking -vely agn (cant be helped)... though very much i hope that something +ve will happen btw us.

think about it, it's not that matters afterall.so learn to take easy ya! you shld be focusing on some other stuffs!

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