21jun. Mon. green cloud

0 excution mistake for today's rehersal. great hopefully this will happen on the actual day too.

certainly the sore throat, running nose and dry cough is killing me. having hard time to control it while trying to stand still.

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a asked: 'why u so garang?'
b : 'garang?'

a: as in doing everything urself
b: cos it's part of responsibility

a: there are also so other s around
b: but i suppose they wouldn want to bother, that's life. and if i dont ,then no one will.

conclusion
' why bother to make others life easier when it's going to make urs worst ?'

felt stupid at times . yes. for everything happening around.

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'i am lost , nth can be done for this and perhaps let time and fate make the decision.'

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20jun. Sun. Red Cloud

NRWC as traffic controller, alright although it's under hot sun without shelter, but at least it isnt boring.

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'Why this?! I thought it's always like that?!'

sai ! how dare u said this! i have always trying to be nice to u guys, and u take all these privileges for something that it should be given.

Seriously at that point of time I was extremely >:( . Maybe not giving them these privileges that often would be a better choice, so that they wouldnt take it for granted.

i dislike people who treat others like shit, no giving others the basic respect.
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And yes, now my life is revolving around these things ,

when u get this, u will expect more.
when u get this, u wont cherish it.
when u get this, u threw it aside.
when u get this, u will think 'that' is always better.

'one who never taste bitter will not appreciate the sweetness within.'

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19jun. Sat. Purple wind

1 x major mistake
2 x minor mistake
unknown no. of unknown mistake

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