25jun. fri. breezy blue

nice afternoon having her around.


look ard .. and yes certainly r/s is just like a gamble of ur own feelings.

someone asked, no pain meh ??

sometimes it's not that it doesnt hurt but it just that it had turn soo numb to it.

who wldn in such situations ?

certainly the fact is that i cant provide her the most simplest task - 'happiness' , instead 'troubles and problems' were given to her.

oh well... 23 ++ days ltr ... it will be another phase of life for her, prolly with me taking a step out of her life ... after i fulfill the last task . she will be happier then after =)

was listening to some emo songs certainly remind me of the some past and present situations ...
'ni hai ai wo ma' - jolin
'wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo' - jolin
'ni kuai le ma' - jolin
'zui jing' - li sheng jie

listen to the lyrics, feel the story

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23jun. wed. -

woke up @ 3plus
look at the watch: 313 am -_-"'

back to slp.. cont dream

woke up agn @ 4 plus
look at the watch: 426am -_-|||

what's wrong with my body clock! and i am practically dreaming the whole night in camp ! gosh !

weird dream:
A dream with her at some road side food stall

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