22jun. Tues. Cloudy Red

FTT in less then 10hrs time. guess i gonna fail it! gosh, didn really study/ read-up on it.

10rds around the track and my legs are aching. weak... more mid d running needed.

i wldn want to be an irritant and make things worse. sigh ...

there are things which i want to do, but i cant... becos this and that ..

how i wish.

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people will only see what is shown, very often they will never know/ don care the efforts and processes.

often people say things when they are not going to carry out.

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no one says anything, they have simply left us out. nothing was told, nothing was inform and they always expect me/us to know everything. pls, i am not 'superman', how would i know things when u guys didnt inform me/ pass down the information. gosh ! this isnt the first time. it's always like that. sigh .. miscom miscom.

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cant u just shutup stupid , u are extremely noisy. u claim we are a family, we shld help u this give u this but what have u done for us in the past and even now?! sai! wtfish ! only know how to smoke and drink ! fish U! thanks to ur selfishness and being irresponsible.

and lucky u stop ! else ! i am really gonna shout it out at u !

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extremely unhappy !!


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